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I keep coming here to update because I don't have any friends on here yet really. I am keeping low. This just feels more private, even if its not really.

I keep having to update because I can't talk to any of my friends cuz my computer is broken and I have a loaner, which I can't download AIM or Yahoo too. Boo!

So I keep "reflecting."

Okay. So yeah...I could just call my friends but SHH. Don't be logical. Plus I already tried to call some so *sticks out tongue*

So anyway, excessive journaling it is.

I just took the most amazing shower. I am "scent" person. I love love love good smelling things. This is why I always get told I smell good. I take a long time in the shampoo/soap isle. I smell different shampoos and bodywashes and choose the most delightful ones. I also take great care in choosing lotion. I mean I love to just sit around naked and put on lotion and just revell in its gloriousness. It is important to choose lotion that also wont taste bad hehehe.

So it is absolutely FREEEZZIINNG here. My poor nipples. lol. I have been wearing two pairs of socks all day. That is sad.

So, since its freezing, a hot shower was pretty much orgasmic. Plus I used this Vo8 hot oil hair stuff that is supposed to help restore damaged hair (since I keep dying it all the time and going swimming, i figured my hair could use some help. I like my hair to long and extra soft). That stuff smells wonderful. Then I used L'Oreal kids shampoo that smells like oranges! Then I used conditioner that smells like lillies. A weird combination but it was like three phases of amazing scent.

Hot showers are my favourite. absolutely.

Wow. I sound like such a girl. Funny since I don't know anything about makeup or fashion. I just like yummy smelling things.

Now I am cold again. I wanna jump back in the shower.

It's also very very nice to take hot showers with others. Mmm. I have a feeling I'm gonna have to wait a while to have that, but oh well.

I'm having a bad week. This week is going to be shitty as well. I'm saddened that I can't go home to see Rocky at least. My poodle John is going to be Eddie/Dr. Scott. I miss my gay boy! I can't wait for summer cuz I need some quality time with him. We need to watch some Will and Grace. John said I might be able to get a part in Rocky, either doing props or maybe having an actual role role. I'd be so excited!!! RHPS is the movie I have seen most in my life. I have literally seen it hundreds of time. I mean I was going to set up a showing of it at one time so I know every part, every word, every emotion on each characters face, every prop, EVERYTHING. I'm that sad. lol.

I guess I can be glad I at least finally finally got a SG account. I have been wanting one for soooo long. I don't know what took me so damn long to give in. I mean a website of hot girls....hot PINUP girls. Man, what the hell took me so long? I think I got motivated by
Poison because I randomly met her thru stupid mojo and I was like suicide girls....hmm...now is the time for me to get a SG account. So yay for that.

I can't wait for this summer because Jo, Ashlee, and I are going to do tons of photoshoots.

I want more to the photographer because I never ever like any of my photos. I don't consider myself attractive to begin with and I'm NOT photogenic at all. BUT I have a hell of a lot of fun doin photo shoots with the gals, so that's all that matters.

Speaking of photoshoots, Jo sent me an email the other day to cheer me up and it def did. :X wow. I was leaving for class and I checked my email and I was like WOA. I was a little late to class....

Wow this got really long so i have to stop rambling and help Ang dye her hair.

Or do my homework hahah

this lil guy is cute
this guy too

blah. I'm a nerd.