What an amazing question. Suicide Girls sorta just fell into my life at a young age. I remember looking through the aisles in the bookstore across from my house, and finding the book "beauty redefined." I became instantaneously curious as to what this whole Suicide Girls thing was. I found myself on myspace (haha) looking through the photos of all the beautiful women. All these women had a sense of self worth that you could feel inside of you, just by looking at their pictures. I knew that eventually this was where I wanted to be. I had always been the "black sheep" of my family but that was never an issue to me, I liked being the different one, I LOVED being the one who stood out in the crowd. Suicide Girls celebrates that. When I turned 20, I was going through a really hard time in my life, and I decided it was time to do this. Time to share my heart, mind, body and soul with the world. I made an account and shot my first set. I was unaware of the community that I would also become a part of when I shot that hopeful set, and what a magical thing it is. Suicide Girls has given me a home, it has given me a place to be who I am with no judgement passed, It has given me love when I needed it most, and support when I was scared. Although I am not a Suicide Girl yet, it has given me something to work towards. I have a goal, and in process of reaching it, I am constantly changing and improving myself! With each critique on my sets I become a little bit more of the girl I strive to be. SG has changed me into someone with a purpose and provided me with a sexy kick ass family as well! <3 What more could I ask for?
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