Its been a while
The last time we met
I had become
EVERYTHING….you wanted
I was left with nothing
I became nothing
There was no life left in me
A shell of what once was
Now I have come back
Because without you
There is no me
I am empty…to say the least
Something just wasn’t right
There was no filling what could not be filled
Walking around like a ghost
Passing through life unnoticed
There was no light
I have been drained of my soul
I cannot even hear my own name
I was not playing a game
There is not one piece of me left
I have been stripped clean
And now I am begging you to take me back
To once again give me purpose
To complete me
I need to be put back together
I am unfinished as I am before you
I let you have everything
There was no negotiating
It was all or nothing
Here I will give you
EVERYTHING
All over again….
Just please allow me to live
Say those words
Let me feel your breath
Raise the hairs on my neck
Satisfy me, by allowing me to remain
I’m sorry I could not be what you wanted
I won’t make excuses
It was all my fault
Just give me the chance
To live again
And I promise you
You can have ….. EVERYTHING!