I have become numb
Succumbing to being me
Someone without pain
Constantly having to feel
The never ending torture
I have become numb
Succumbing to being me
Someone without pain
Constantly having to feel
The never ending torture
Faith bleeds my soul dry
No conviction remains here
Undisclosed turmoil
Fighting my demons inside
Surrendering to their will
The road I follow
Leads to a land I don’t know
To an end unseen
Traveling as a stranger
Never to be seen again
I have forgotten
Feelings I use to have, gone
Emotions lacking
Is there no love in my life
Am I no longer human
Lusting for someone
The desire of false love
For someone unknown
Temperature rises faster
The heart was fooled yet again
Virtually hidden
Humanity will resume
My presence, ignored
A wanderlust of nothing
My emotions, forget me
Saturation shown
Cultivating nourishment
Bleeding into life
Sustaining support within
Fortifying forever
Where it once was, gone
No emotional guidance
Lack of empathy
All the judgment in the world
The weight is crippling me
Misunderstanding
I must of misunderstood
Please understand me
Deliberate confusion
Confusing everything now
Against my own thoughts
Recollection has remised
To linger silent
Nothing becomes of my words
Exception of evidence
Lite entanglement
Flutter of one’s self being
Rollercoaster ride
Confidence begins to slide
Conviction secretly gone
Vacant surrender
Unapologetic curse
Dwindling heart ache
Suffocating destruction
Everlasting restlessness