My world as i know it has been rocked to the core. I am lost for words. I dont know what to do with myself. I sit here and i wonder why .. I have ask myself that question over and over again.
I met her years ago. I had once viewed her webcam and thought she seemed like a cool girl.
It wasn't until maybe 1 year later that we started to chat. We talk about everything and nothing. We talked about life and love. She was always caring. She was the one who emailed me on the day i was on the bus heading to basic training. She told him she misses my face. I found the email early this morning when i went looking for our chatting via email. It brought me to tears. I have cried for 2 days now.
I am lost .....
She never ask for anything. She was always there for me. She was always up for a chat and would bring a smile to your face when you saw her on cam.
She was placed on this earth to spread the love of god. To show us the kind of person we should hope to become. The person we should want to be. The person we could only ever hope become in peoples eyes. Its a high bar to reach.
I sit here and regret that i never got a chance to go to Dollywood with you. We spoke of it so many times. I wanted you to show your world. I wanted to hung you. Hold you .. and just been with you.
You sent me a song a couple of years ago. Its our song. Ill never forget it. Ill always play it. Its ours.
I still remember when we watched the Note Book together. We did it 12,000 miles apart but we did it together online. Your Allie and im Noah.
I remember back in 2009 when me and you would chat on AIM all day. I would be messaging you on my cell phone while at work. I would even keep you up past your bed time just so i would message you on my lunch break. We would share stories and learn about each other. We would talk for 6+ hours a day. You where my rock when i didnt have anyone to talk to. You where my girl. My everything.
You have no idea what impact you have had on my life ... You taught me how to care and treat people. You taught me about life and what i should aim for.
You would be the first person to say hello to me and brighten up my day.
I hope i made your proud .. Cause honey you have no idea how proud i am of you. If in life i could be even half the person you are i would be happy. You brought me so much happiness from the time i met you and forever.
I dont say good byes. I say see ya later.
know this kiddo ... Kieranface will see you later <3
Your part of my family kiddo. You and Ronald are my family
I LOVE YOU
I met her years ago. I had once viewed her webcam and thought she seemed like a cool girl.
It wasn't until maybe 1 year later that we started to chat. We talk about everything and nothing. We talked about life and love. She was always caring. She was the one who emailed me on the day i was on the bus heading to basic training. She told him she misses my face. I found the email early this morning when i went looking for our chatting via email. It brought me to tears. I have cried for 2 days now.
I am lost .....
She never ask for anything. She was always there for me. She was always up for a chat and would bring a smile to your face when you saw her on cam.
She was placed on this earth to spread the love of god. To show us the kind of person we should hope to become. The person we should want to be. The person we could only ever hope become in peoples eyes. Its a high bar to reach.
I sit here and regret that i never got a chance to go to Dollywood with you. We spoke of it so many times. I wanted you to show your world. I wanted to hung you. Hold you .. and just been with you.
You sent me a song a couple of years ago. Its our song. Ill never forget it. Ill always play it. Its ours.
I still remember when we watched the Note Book together. We did it 12,000 miles apart but we did it together online. Your Allie and im Noah.
I remember back in 2009 when me and you would chat on AIM all day. I would be messaging you on my cell phone while at work. I would even keep you up past your bed time just so i would message you on my lunch break. We would share stories and learn about each other. We would talk for 6+ hours a day. You where my rock when i didnt have anyone to talk to. You where my girl. My everything.
You have no idea what impact you have had on my life ... You taught me how to care and treat people. You taught me about life and what i should aim for.
You would be the first person to say hello to me and brighten up my day.
I hope i made your proud .. Cause honey you have no idea how proud i am of you. If in life i could be even half the person you are i would be happy. You brought me so much happiness from the time i met you and forever.
I dont say good byes. I say see ya later.
know this kiddo ... Kieranface will see you later <3
Your part of my family kiddo. You and Ronald are my family
I LOVE YOU
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