vegas

been trying to find an apprentice placement whilst reeking of alcohol during the daytime isnt really going to get you paricularly far kids...
but then again what will?
i know pretty much everything that wont get you far...
such as what im doing right now...
trying to avoid reality...
im dried up all my rivers have melted away.
dont know if i'll have a roof over my head this time next month...but i certainly bought the right fucking pair of shoes today.
i hate this.
its choking me.
slowly.
solo.
dont know any fairytales to recite to get him to sleep at night but certainly seem to be living my own fucking fairy tale day in day out.
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