I am so sick of loveing someone who hesitates to show her love for me...the rollercoaster relationship needs to become a little more steady or maybe i should get off it.... Sometimes i dont even understand what im feeling. I was always the strong one till now... but for to long now it seems that it would be easier to just off myself then try agian...
Sometimes i wish i was stupid enough to be able to exist happily ever after in this world.... I could belive in a fairy tale story about Gods great plan or some BS like that.... alas,,, i just cant do it... Sweet Random Misery..... and i still beleive im a loving person, despite all the ill fortune i wish apon all of this shit....
i guess to sum it up,,, it sure would be nice to go through this shitty world with someone who can love you like, yo love them..... fairy tales.......???
Sometimes i wish i was stupid enough to be able to exist happily ever after in this world.... I could belive in a fairy tale story about Gods great plan or some BS like that.... alas,,, i just cant do it... Sweet Random Misery..... and i still beleive im a loving person, despite all the ill fortune i wish apon all of this shit....
i guess to sum it up,,, it sure would be nice to go through this shitty world with someone who can love you like, yo love them..... fairy tales.......???
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so where's the remote control?
you sir, need a labotomy. then you'll be dumb enough to fall for that love crap.