vayda

Splendorlust

There are things I will never understand
how they originate in such a form
that your hair lays perfectly in the sun
and when your eye lids peel away
in the morning,
as your blankets
unfold all that was a dream,
Those eyes are so bright
and deeply blue
and afraid of me.
Out of this
you are a walking nightmare
that holds my reality in check,
while breathing down my neck.
I am tucked in by you
making my nightly wanderlust
in the deepest corners of my brain
invalid.
The wishing well in my head
has run out of water
and coins.
I am powerless to your splendor.




It's crazy how I wrote this three months ago and now it means more to me than ever before...


Sorry I haven't been blogging much. I'm a workaholic and procrastinator at the same damn time.

And as for Hell City, I had an amazing time even though my wallet and my phone were mugged out of my purse. Every single girl there was amazing and I have never felt so cared for in my life. They raised enough money to get me back home and to replace everything. I couldn't ask for a better family, and I cant thank you girls, or the people that donated enough. You will always have my heart.

BTW my set "Cross Bones Style" shot by Alissa will be in Member Review on June 10th. I'm so excited to see how it does with my black hair.. Alissa is truly amazing to work with and such a sweetheart.....





By the way, I read all of your comments and your support really amazes me and enlightens me. Love you guys!!!

Good vibes, good times, and good riddens,
Vayda