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Ugh. I've got so many things to rant about...stoopid world. I think I'm just going to watch cartoons and crash out before I self-destruct with the angry.

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More later...
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paine:
Stoopid world, indeed...upsetting my favourite artist. mad

You know where to find me, beautiful. kiss
boonfark:
I really liked both of your self portraits in your art pics -- especially the painted one. Very nice. It makes me want to paint again.
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presence:
your right that is one stud muffin of a robot..look at those horns..
saraphine:
!. I love boys who say wheee!
2. The intro sounds like a spaghetti western meets dallas tune
3. I luv ya kiss
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jacksalt:
RA-A-A-A-W-W-W-W-K-K-K-K!!!!!!
jacksalt:
Howdy!
Replying to your reply to my reply, *Nauseum*

Yes, the Canadians reenact too. In fact, later this year there is a big deal at Ft. Niagara-On-The-Lake.
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Well! Finalyl got off my duff and put myself in the SG Directory listing. If you guys wanna go review it, feel free Uh...they actually haven't put it in the directory yet, so I'm actually jumping the gun a little blush Nevermind! It's up, so go review biggrin More later!...
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incorrigible:
i'll put up a mess of photos when i get more good ones....the ones from my camera make me look fatty fatty....we'll wait for more professional ones!
lokischild:
yay! biggrin kiss
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Why are bookstores filled with useless crap?

I'm trying to find information regarding publishing, marketing, sales figures and all the rest. I know that this sort of information is a little esoteric, and the majority relates mostly with news...but what I need is analysis of sales figures, market trends and forecasts, and a realistic look at magazine publishing for the past few decades or so....
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shellymc:
one boring sunday....i was actually watching vh1 and they had a marathon of "Americas next top model"...
Damn, that show is pretty addictive!
How embarassing to admit.. tongue
smuffy:
what did you need stat books for?
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Bacon. My body craves bacon. And this is really weird, because I (think?) I had a pretty nice dream, and waking up wanting bacon just doesn't really...well, it's a little odd. Especially since I already went out and bought some bacon and just had it.

I think I'm pregnant.

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Today's my day off from the gym. And that's a good thing, because...
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dicey:
I live for bacon. They don't really sell it in France so ever since I moved to London, I've been over indulging..

They made band-aids that look like baconstrips, it's so hot...
shellymc:
Bacon is like nectar from the gods biggrin
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My body is in soreness mode. I've been going to the gym (two days in a row! What a record!) in a vain attempt to quit smoking.

It sort of works. As a result of things, now I smoke after the gym, and not much after...so I guess it's going alright.

I'm starting work on the book now...it's a bit tough, mostly because it's kind...
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shellymc:
Your analogy was dead on....
I suppose the truth is i'm just not ready to quit mentally.
I have heard that wellbutrin works well to help ease the anxiety, and that it also works well as a nicotine blocker.
I'm afraid of going cold turkey.
I tried to do it once, and my personality became a blur of rage...
plus i put on weight rapidly tongue
lokischild:
the gym eh? careful you don't get too healthy...i went to the gym for a week once...that was a lot for me... biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Yuck. That last update used the word "love" a little too often.
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shellymc:
I went back and read it again anyway......
and i agree with all of it smile
Finding love within yourself is a lot more difficult than loving others sometimes....
and i apologize about my drunken comment last night.
I started the night out early with cocounut martinis.
lokischild:
no such thing! but that might be the hippy coming out in me...remember those speakers that used to come to the different schools and give speeches? you know like "don't do drugs" or "don't smoke" or "everyone is someone" etcetera etcetera? well we had this one who was actually really cool and funny, and one of the things he said has always stayed with me..."you can never love too much, and you can never say 'i love you' too much...most of the fear and anger we deal with today comes from not saying 'i love you' enough, or not hearing it....and if you do love someone, don't be afraid to tell them, don't be ashamed, we should be able to say 'i love you' as loudly and as often as we like"....and for those times when you feel like a barren wasteland, look in the mirror and look at your art and tell yourself 'i love you' and why say, write, or draw everything you love about yourself until it's more than just words...sometimes these simple self-affirming exercises can get me out of a depression funk when nothing else can...sounds corny, i know, but it's true... smile kiss
EL SUICIDO LOCO
p.s. i vote for keeping the fu manchu
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Brief update: I've woken up!

PS. If anyone has a copy of The Who performing "Saturday Night's Alright (For Fighting)", I will love them forever. I just heard it, and it hit the nostalgia trigger...bigtime. Blew up like neon behind my eyelids!
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tororo:
I see... so you need a translator for the upcoming french version of your site! wink
shellymc:
I love "The Who"!
checked out the site, its looking good!
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...i'm sleeping wink
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kogun:
What is this thing you call.......sleep?
toothpickmoe:
And typing? Impressive!