Ugh. I've got so many things to rant about...stoopid world. I think I'm just going to watch cartoons and crash out before I self-destruct with the angry.
Well! Finalyl got off my duff and put myself in the SG Directory listing. If you guys wanna go review it, feel freeUh...they actually haven't put it in the directory yet, so I'm actually jumping the gun a little Nevermind! It's up, so go review More later!...
I'm trying to find information regarding publishing, marketing, sales figures and all the rest. I know that this sort of information is a little esoteric, and the majority relates mostly with news...but what I need is analysis of sales figures, market trends and forecasts, and a realistic look at magazine publishing for the past few decades or so.... Read More
one boring sunday....i was actually watching vh1 and they had a marathon of "Americas next top model"...
Damn, that show is pretty addictive!
How embarassing to admit..
Bacon. My body craves bacon. And this is really weird, because I (think?) I had a pretty nice dream, and waking up wanting bacon just doesn't really...well, it's a little odd. Especially since I already went out and bought some bacon and just had it.
I think I'm pregnant.
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Today's my day off from the gym. And that's a good thing, because... Read More
Your analogy was dead on....
I suppose the truth is i'm just not ready to quit mentally.
I have heard that wellbutrin works well to help ease the anxiety, and that it also works well as a nicotine blocker.
I'm afraid of going cold turkey.
I tried to do it once, and my personality became a blur of rage...
plus i put on weight rapidly
I went back and read it again anyway......
and i agree with all of it
Finding love within yourself is a lot more difficult than loving others sometimes....
and i apologize about my drunken comment last night.
I started the night out early with cocounut martinis.
no such thing! but that might be the hippy coming out in me...remember those speakers that used to come to the different schools and give speeches? you know like "don't do drugs" or "don't smoke" or "everyone is someone" etcetera etcetera? well we had this one who was actually really cool and funny, and one of the things he said has always stayed with me..."you can never love too much, and you can never say 'i love you' too much...most of the fear and anger we deal with today comes from not saying 'i love you' enough, or not hearing it....and if you do love someone, don't be afraid to tell them, don't be ashamed, we should be able to say 'i love you' as loudly and as often as we like"....and for those times when you feel like a barren wasteland, look in the mirror and look at your art and tell yourself 'i love you' and why say, write, or draw everything you love about yourself until it's more than just words...sometimes these simple self-affirming exercises can get me out of a depression funk when nothing else can...sounds corny, i know, but it's true...
PS. If anyone has a copy of The Who performing "Saturday Night's Alright (For Fighting)", I will love them forever. I just heard it, and it hit the nostalgia trigger...bigtime. Blew up like neon behind my eyelids!
You know where to find me, beautiful.