vaux

"I don't think. I just react."

For a while I was hooked religiously on Monster Garage. I was living in a place where I couldn't afford cable (technically I still can't, but it's complicated, and I'd rather talk about this) and downloaded every single episode to feed my mind.

Talk about simple setup. Computer blares Monster Garage, I do work. It was completely Pavlovian.

The cool thing about the show was mostly these little quotes that would pop up here and there. It gave me stuff to think about, actually got me to thinking about work ethic and how to maintain it...real wild.

So now I've got this weird dichotomy that happens...on the one side, I feel like this completely emasculated fellow with a nice grasp on the language...and on the other hand, I feel like a total dick when I'm workin'. I smoke a lot, swear by the metric fuckload, and really don't notice other people or their feelings.

I have no clue as to why I decided to share this all with you...guess I'm just roaming through my thoughts right now...