vaugelychilly

I've deleted and rewritten this entry six times. It's not trying to be dramatic or anything, if I was trying to be dramatic I'd add a sub-plot about Carla sleeping with Antonio behind Johns back while plotting to blow him up on his sail boat for the insurance money.

Right. So.

Things have been quite mental of late, actually for the past few months and more so the past week.
I've not been able to give people the amount of attention they deserve, both online and in the 'real world'.
Most of all I've not been able to look after myself and take care of my own needs. Now that's catching up with me.

Instead of just pissing about now and then, trying to catch up & losing friends because of it, I've decided to take a break from it all. Pretty much everything. Here included.
I'm gonna visit my girl in hospital for two days and then just try and sort everything out.
I'm all at swim and need to find a path for myself.

What that entails, I'm not even sure, but it's all come to a head and I need to get it sorted now. My account will close on the 25th.
I'll probably be back, sometime in the future.
We'll see.

You've all been great. Thanks.
Some people on here have actually changed my life and I wish nothing but the best for you.

It's only ever been the people on here that I've stayed on here for (or even come back for). And that's the reason I'm leaving, because I feel I owe them more than this. And I do.

Take care.