Finland tomorrow.
I will have internet access.
Bringing all of my Anime collection to entertain my friend.
He's planning to take me to his summer cottage where we'll use his Bastu, the Finnish word for Sauna. Then we'll jump in the icy water of the lake.
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I feel a strange sense of loss and anxiety deep, deep, deep within me. As if at the bottom of a vary narrow, but very deep well, extending from just above my heart, to a secret place far within. It is dark and wet, and the only company is the plop of lonely waterdrops.
I have a notion of what it is, but I don't want it to be what I think it is.
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EDITED: To say that Pihka is right, I got it backwards.
Sauna is Finnish and Bastu is Swedish.
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EDITED: Thought: Sometimes you think you are really connecting to someone. Then *foom!*, turns out you weren't at all.
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EDITED: To say: I wish I could 'un-choose' my favourite SG's and get that funny message that says I have no soul. All the ones I like now are in Limbo.
I will have internet access.
Bringing all of my Anime collection to entertain my friend.
He's planning to take me to his summer cottage where we'll use his Bastu, the Finnish word for Sauna. Then we'll jump in the icy water of the lake.
***
I feel a strange sense of loss and anxiety deep, deep, deep within me. As if at the bottom of a vary narrow, but very deep well, extending from just above my heart, to a secret place far within. It is dark and wet, and the only company is the plop of lonely waterdrops.
I have a notion of what it is, but I don't want it to be what I think it is.
***
EDITED: To say that Pihka is right, I got it backwards.
Sauna is Finnish and Bastu is Swedish.
***
EDITED: Thought: Sometimes you think you are really connecting to someone. Then *foom!*, turns out you weren't at all.
***
EDITED: To say: I wish I could 'un-choose' my favourite SG's and get that funny message that says I have no soul. All the ones I like now are in Limbo.
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Ov=Koum=Sex Fluid, it's a reminder...kinda like how Crowley suggests that one says Will before eating, not as grace, but as a reminder ov one's Will to become alligned with one's True Will.
Yeah, Gen coined it..he also coined the term Industrial Music in 1975 (I think it was '75)
He's an amazing scholar and a clever artist...plus he founded TOPY, even though he got kicked out.
As for your comment in my journal, I'll respond twice.....
With every moment koums Death. There is no free ticket to Perfection. There only IS or IS NOT/NAUGHT. Existence. NONexistence. Autonomously. Quaquaversally. Perfection equals Syzygy, Syzygy equals Perfection. Perception dies with each passing second. Therfore, All is Death. All is Life. Nothing is. Death is. Everything is. Everything is not. Changeability is stability. All is perpetual Flux.
Again, you ought to relax. Maybe stand back and add some color to this black & white way you choose to interpret others' ideals. after all, this is Eternal Groovyland. Seek Fun & Psychedelia, not refute & ego battle.