On a sad note, about 16 hours ago, someone very dear and special to me living on the other side of the world in Canada where I can't be right now, was raped.
She has given me permission to tell you what happened as long as she remains anonymous.
She was drinking with some people she got to know when she first moved there and didn't really know or trust. She says she got too drunk and passed out. When she came too...this.....this fucking scum dog asshole motherfucker named Matt was inside her.
As much for me as for her, I did a ritual. After I did all the consoling and supporting one can do over yahoo msgr - she hasn't given me a phone number yet - and sent her off to take a long bath, I immediately phoned Linda for my OWN need for support. I dislike feeling so helpless. I wanted to do something active.
SO I did a triple spell with some advice and instructions from Linda.
1) Protection for my friend
2) Requested the cosmos to ensure that this scum-sucking SOB known as Matt would NOT get away with it, that justice would be served. This takes it out of my own hands, and protects me from the Rule of Three.
3) Requested the cosmos to provide a good friend. Part of why my friend got in trouble is because she can't seem to find a good, decent human being for companionship.
Aiding the protection spell was the ritual offering of Rosemary, Sage and Nettle leaves...all herbs with strong associations with Protection. I used a White Candle as a safe, positive focus. I wore all black however for added power.
I feel somewhat embarassed sharing what I did. Does it sound silly what I did? Do you think I'm just grasping at coping mechanisms? I hope not. I did what what I did. I had to put my anger and rage to good use. I had to send something.
I also shared this because I want all my girlfriends here to be double careful when they go out. My friend had previously barely escaped being drugged because she was fortunate to be throwing up most of her lower intestine in reaction to it rather than passing out first. She went home. Linda was also drugged but was lucky enough to have randomly met a male friend that was trustworthy right about the time she too threw up most of her intestine. She was with a girlfriend at the time who cried while she lay catatonic on a toilet seat in the women's bathroom for 45 minutes before coming round. The male friend stood waited outside the bathroom until she could move on her own then they went home. Apparently the owner of the club and the bartender were in on it together. Later, her girlfriend got hit by the drugging just as she reached her apartment door.
Yet ANOTHER friend, a year after I graduated from high-school, she was given rufies and came to in the middle of it as well.
PLEASE be careful. Linda was very lucky. Two of my friends were not.
Follow these rules:
-->Do not accept drinks from the bar that YOU DO NOT PERSONALLY SEE MADE. unless you know the bartender personally, he is NOT your friend.
-->Do not accept drinks from strangers. If they want to offer a drink, let them pay for it but YOU order it. Explain why if he insists and if he's still pissed off, then he can fuck off.
-->Linda has a great rule. Only bottled alcohol, straight into her hand, not in a glass, and when not drinking, her thumb pressed firmly over the top. NEVER left unattended on a table.
-->Do not go out alone without someone you trust. It's sexist, but having a guy around DOES help.
-->Trust your instincts. If a guy or even a girl creeps you out. Don't stick around. Don't entertain them. If they get pissed off at your anti-social behaviour, let them be pissed off.
Please send good thoughts for my spell.
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My friend wrote me back later in eMail and said she's not going to let this destroy her. She reported sick for work and stayed in her blankets.
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How can people be so fucked up? It is so foreign to me that someone can do this....I can't comprehend.
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Son of SG CD Swap IV
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go here:
http://www.honda.co.uk/multimedia/
and download 'The Cog'. Remember, this commercial involves NO TRICK PHOTOGRAPHY and over 600 takes to nail it.
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Hunt this down:
'Crazy Girls Make My Heart Go Boom Boom'
by Codec and Flexor
found it on the CD with the July 2003 issue of Muzik magazine mixed by Erol Alkan.
One of the coolest elektroclash-influenced house songs I have ever heard. Fucking awesome. The whole CD is good. Well worth the price of the magazine. It's pretty catchy and quite listenable. This song above especially just makes you reach for the 'repeat' button.
'Italiomatic/Party People' by Kiko and Alex Gopher is another good track.
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Scandinavia is making it's presence felt here.
Check out two of Finland's soon-to-be SG's!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Pihka
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Ingrid
She has given me permission to tell you what happened as long as she remains anonymous.
She was drinking with some people she got to know when she first moved there and didn't really know or trust. She says she got too drunk and passed out. When she came too...this.....this fucking scum dog asshole motherfucker named Matt was inside her.
As much for me as for her, I did a ritual. After I did all the consoling and supporting one can do over yahoo msgr - she hasn't given me a phone number yet - and sent her off to take a long bath, I immediately phoned Linda for my OWN need for support. I dislike feeling so helpless. I wanted to do something active.
SO I did a triple spell with some advice and instructions from Linda.
1) Protection for my friend
2) Requested the cosmos to ensure that this scum-sucking SOB known as Matt would NOT get away with it, that justice would be served. This takes it out of my own hands, and protects me from the Rule of Three.
3) Requested the cosmos to provide a good friend. Part of why my friend got in trouble is because she can't seem to find a good, decent human being for companionship.
Aiding the protection spell was the ritual offering of Rosemary, Sage and Nettle leaves...all herbs with strong associations with Protection. I used a White Candle as a safe, positive focus. I wore all black however for added power.
I feel somewhat embarassed sharing what I did. Does it sound silly what I did? Do you think I'm just grasping at coping mechanisms? I hope not. I did what what I did. I had to put my anger and rage to good use. I had to send something.
I also shared this because I want all my girlfriends here to be double careful when they go out. My friend had previously barely escaped being drugged because she was fortunate to be throwing up most of her lower intestine in reaction to it rather than passing out first. She went home. Linda was also drugged but was lucky enough to have randomly met a male friend that was trustworthy right about the time she too threw up most of her intestine. She was with a girlfriend at the time who cried while she lay catatonic on a toilet seat in the women's bathroom for 45 minutes before coming round. The male friend stood waited outside the bathroom until she could move on her own then they went home. Apparently the owner of the club and the bartender were in on it together. Later, her girlfriend got hit by the drugging just as she reached her apartment door.
Yet ANOTHER friend, a year after I graduated from high-school, she was given rufies and came to in the middle of it as well.
PLEASE be careful. Linda was very lucky. Two of my friends were not.
Follow these rules:
-->Do not accept drinks from the bar that YOU DO NOT PERSONALLY SEE MADE. unless you know the bartender personally, he is NOT your friend.
-->Do not accept drinks from strangers. If they want to offer a drink, let them pay for it but YOU order it. Explain why if he insists and if he's still pissed off, then he can fuck off.
-->Linda has a great rule. Only bottled alcohol, straight into her hand, not in a glass, and when not drinking, her thumb pressed firmly over the top. NEVER left unattended on a table.
-->Do not go out alone without someone you trust. It's sexist, but having a guy around DOES help.
-->Trust your instincts. If a guy or even a girl creeps you out. Don't stick around. Don't entertain them. If they get pissed off at your anti-social behaviour, let them be pissed off.
Please send good thoughts for my spell.
********
My friend wrote me back later in eMail and said she's not going to let this destroy her. She reported sick for work and stayed in her blankets.
*******
How can people be so fucked up? It is so foreign to me that someone can do this....I can't comprehend.
**********************************
Son of SG CD Swap IV
********************************
go here:
http://www.honda.co.uk/multimedia/
and download 'The Cog'. Remember, this commercial involves NO TRICK PHOTOGRAPHY and over 600 takes to nail it.
***************************
Hunt this down:
'Crazy Girls Make My Heart Go Boom Boom'
by Codec and Flexor
found it on the CD with the July 2003 issue of Muzik magazine mixed by Erol Alkan.
One of the coolest elektroclash-influenced house songs I have ever heard. Fucking awesome. The whole CD is good. Well worth the price of the magazine. It's pretty catchy and quite listenable. This song above especially just makes you reach for the 'repeat' button.
'Italiomatic/Party People' by Kiko and Alex Gopher is another good track.
***************
Scandinavia is making it's presence felt here.
Check out two of Finland's soon-to-be SG's!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Pihka
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Ingrid
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Anyway! I'm proud of you. Thanks.