So, in terms of churning out sets I have not exactly been the best.
In fact, as I have only done two sets in the past (the one has been taken down because I really did not like it as much), I would say that I have not done much in the whole modelling department. Instead I have been living vicariously through @arroia and @lumo from the beginning to end, the happiness, the excitement, the nerves and the ultimate proud moment when a set is well liked (and bonus if it is purchased).
Of course, there have been various contributing factors as to why I didn't land up posting another set. In fact, the main reason was because I found myself in a relationship where my partner held SG in disdain. Everyone is entitled to their opinion, and I am not opposed to not actively taking part in something if I am in a long term relationship.
Although, as it turned out the whole relationship was mostly spent with the two of us on different pages in the book. In fact, I don't think we were even in the same book. No matter what we tried, we weren't good for each other. We made each other miserable, then became even more miserable ourselves when we realized it was completely not the intention of the other individual.
So I made a decision one morning to be selfish. No more sacrificing myself to try make him happy. I got out of bed, packed up all my stuff and broke his heart. I am not saying mine was not broken. In fact I think my heart had been broken many months before the decision was made.
So the happy carefree girl who was content with the small in the moment pleasures of life grew up in two years and became a little more cynical, a little more hard and a little less likely to give up what she enjoyed for an ideal.
Not all was lost though, because having great friends means that I was whisked away to a magical midlands holiday cottage by none other than my partner in crime @arroia and the little more well behaved @lumo . There I got to spend time with @gitane as well as meet the gorgeous @pyke .
And of course, the most wonderful and talented @talamia was there... (this is where I pretend like it was a complete shock what happened next and there was no for planning at all ;) )
So of course, we all got to doing what we were best at. I am not sure what it was for me, but everyone else did a fantastic job looking gorgeous and being naked.
As some of you may remember, there was @arroia in the Yearning Anachronaut
^^ @gitane and @pyke being perves while @talamia caught @arroia at her best
And of course, there was @lumo in Matrix
^^ okay, so I was also a perve while @lumo and @talamia worked their magic
Then the lovely @gitane in blushing
Not to mention @pyke looking amazing in One Summer Dream
^^ I couldn't get closer for this one
Of course they weren't going to let me get away without getting my kit off to remedy some of the recent heart break (not to mention vindicate the recent heart breaking I had done). So that is how I find myself writing this blog with only a couple of hours to go before my new set hits MR! Yup, a new set after 2years!
And if you come across it (because the link is not 'live' yet) and would like to listen to the inspiring song, here is the YouTube video
Of course, those of you who follow @remod66 would of already seen a preview of my upcoming set (because some people are just that awesome that they get sneak previews before everyone else).
The long and the short of it:
Here is to heart break, and getting out of relationships which are not healthy (for either person)
Here is to grungy make up, messy hair and being a rebellious hard ass
Here is to having fun, and getting to play
oh, and of course, here is to @arroia 's slippers which I said I would never share but totally had to
^^ha, as though she could hide her face in shame!
I love you @arroia ! Always! *runs away and hides*
