vassago:
Amateur and proffessional
school has gotten quite intense.
Italian has me spinning, there are some things for which i am still having trouble in comprehending.
I have also got to get moving on an expository speech. The instructor seems partial to instructive material, so i am considering an explanation of pinhole cameras and pinhole photography.
i get ahead of myself so easily. Ive got so many potential projects...
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Italian has me spinning, there are some things for which i am still having trouble in comprehending.
I have also got to get moving on an expository speech. The instructor seems partial to instructive material, so i am considering an explanation of pinhole cameras and pinhole photography.
i get ahead of myself so easily. Ive got so many potential projects...
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vivid:
I only changed what needed to be changed.
vivid:
update.
You need to.
You need to.
what a busy night...
ive finished reviewing for the 'speech' exam tomorrow.
now, i get to fall asleep next to God's little gift...
ive finished reviewing for the 'speech' exam tomorrow.
now, i get to fall asleep next to God's little gift...
vivid:
mew mew mew mew <3
It's time to spend a bit, get reaquainted with the site.
i haven't even looked through a set in months.
Ive contacted none of my 'friends', and the inverse is also true.
so, over the next few days.....
otherwise, i study. Ive got 14 credit hours per week to worry about right now.
For once once, busy with something other than my unhealthy preoccupations.
much...
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i haven't even looked through a set in months.
Ive contacted none of my 'friends', and the inverse is also true.
so, over the next few days.....
otherwise, i study. Ive got 14 credit hours per week to worry about right now.
For once once, busy with something other than my unhealthy preoccupations.
much...
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vivid:
-yes- ... look at the sets, silly.
Like, uh, mine.
Or wait and we'll look through together. And then you can maul the real thing.
I miss you so much right now.
Im not looking forward to my cold empty bed, and Im aching again.
Tomorrow will be public drunkenness, old english, and my lips all over yours.
Like, uh, mine.
Or wait and we'll look through together. And then you can maul the real thing.
I miss you so much right now.
Im not looking forward to my cold empty bed, and Im aching again.
Tomorrow will be public drunkenness, old english, and my lips all over yours.
vivid:
When we redecorate your house, can we get this?
a profile overhaul?
what is so relevant dear??
im a shadow for something very beautiful.. isnt that the jist of it?
you are a treasure, and for you i am slowly failing to live up... no?
too often i still do not know just what to do,
head spins and the world will not
body aches and it screams for more
abuse or denial or...
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what is so relevant dear??
im a shadow for something very beautiful.. isnt that the jist of it?
you are a treasure, and for you i am slowly failing to live up... no?
too often i still do not know just what to do,
head spins and the world will not
body aches and it screams for more
abuse or denial or...
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vivid:
Never my shadow, for you dont walk behind me.
Instead stand next to me, lay with me, kiss me ... and help me with my swollen eye.
Instead stand next to me, lay with me, kiss me ... and help me with my swollen eye.
something unsettling is under my skin tonight.
she is three thousand miles from me.
i cannot protect, i cannot remind. am i therefore doomed?
is it too late...?
my failing rational mind does it's best to keep hold on my worry.. but I have never not been betrayed.
..and my phone isn't ringing much..
T-minus and counting, till I am a ghost..
she is three thousand miles from me.
i cannot protect, i cannot remind. am i therefore doomed?
is it too late...?
my failing rational mind does it's best to keep hold on my worry.. but I have never not been betrayed.
..and my phone isn't ringing much..
T-minus and counting, till I am a ghost..
vivid:
oh shoosh. Dont make me slap you.
On the bottom.
On the bottom.
vivid:
Dude, we need to give your profile an overhaul.
i am with the best girl ever tonight.
good for me.
I am considering doing something with these dreds. Maybe dying them black? Maybe ridding some of the jewelry? Perhaps a bit of a trim....
I have learned that there is a dredlock group on here....
good for me.
I am considering doing something with these dreds. Maybe dying them black? Maybe ridding some of the jewelry? Perhaps a bit of a trim....
I have learned that there is a dredlock group on here....
vivid:
Swoon, darling one. I think I miss you [already? Again.]
We'll do more with your hair soon.
We'll do more with your hair soon.
so.. it has been so long since a human being has taken my heart...
i have for so long been trapped by heroin, locked away from you all.
all things of mine have suffered, my artwork, my finances, my sociability.
i thought my world to be unrecoverable.
even the sun itself had lost all glimmer...
in a way, it seemed that Heroin was the only...
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i have for so long been trapped by heroin, locked away from you all.
all things of mine have suffered, my artwork, my finances, my sociability.
i thought my world to be unrecoverable.
even the sun itself had lost all glimmer...
in a way, it seemed that Heroin was the only...
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I so rarely make it over to SG these days. Ive got alot going on, some of it quite stressful.
Nevertheless, I am still out here, somewhere.
If you somehow believe that you are not on my mind and in my heart, that i do not wonder and worry for you... you are so deeply mistaken.
Nevertheless, I am still out here, somewhere.
If you somehow believe that you are not on my mind and in my heart, that i do not wonder and worry for you... you are so deeply mistaken.
cureelise:
hey sweetness was actually in michigan the day u wrote this- my mother in law had a massive stroke so we wanted to be there for her final days- our lil one made the trip as well- her first of many-
what's new with u ? haven't chatted with u in ages- hope all is well or better then it has been . the last two mons have been pretty rough for me , but I'm managing. I'm a mom now so I have to
what's new with u ? haven't chatted with u in ages- hope all is well or better then it has been . the last two mons have been pretty rough for me , but I'm managing. I'm a mom now so I have to
i post so damn infrequently on here.
im a little better with the myspace thing... myspace.com/somaphobe
i dont think i talk to anyone i have met on here any longer.
I really miss "SH". I wish everything didnt have to go down the way it did.
I wonder if she ever wonders about me..?
She was a fantastic friend and a beautiful lover.. moreover a...
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im a little better with the myspace thing... myspace.com/somaphobe
i dont think i talk to anyone i have met on here any longer.
I really miss "SH". I wish everything didnt have to go down the way it did.
I wonder if she ever wonders about me..?
She was a fantastic friend and a beautiful lover.. moreover a...
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SO, i was thinking that if I lost a little weight,I might do a suicideboys set.
Then, i went and looked through them.. gross. f'ing gross.
Would i be that gross?
Should i still do this?
Then, i went and looked through them.. gross. f'ing gross.
Would i be that gross?
Should i still do this?
urchin777:
Judging from your photos, being you are not gross and quite lovely in fact, I totally think you should do a suicideboys set. You can't be "that gross" if it's not within you. See now you feel the approval back, and thanks for wishing me luck with the job search. Good luck getting semi naked! It would certainly mean you possess more courage than myself. Have a good night.
forever away from here..
my friend paul died a few days back. Another heroin OD.
That poison is all around me, i dont think i will ever be safe again.
Anyhow, I am considering posting some new pics around here, since those ive got up are all well over a year old.
my friend paul died a few days back. Another heroin OD.
That poison is all around me, i dont think i will ever be safe again.
Anyhow, I am considering posting some new pics around here, since those ive got up are all well over a year old.