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Recovery.. šŸ’—

Jul 27, 2018
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There was a ā€œpost a selfie and I’ll tell you your best featureā€ thread I saw just a minute ago. While scrolling through my selfies I got lost in memories of friends and fun.... but I also found this old selfie... it honestly shocked me to think How far my mental health has come. I had a real problem towards the end of my high school years of trying to fight my own natural body shape. I would fast then binge, fast then binge, crash diet, don’t eat this, count that calorie. Ect ect ect. I honestly let it consume me, always striving to be the skinny friend, the friend with the thigh gap, the ā€œpetiteā€ friend and so on.

It’s been three years since I’ve done any dieting, it’s been three years since I measured my worth on the circumstance of my thighs or whether they touch each other, it’s been three years since I hated what I saw in the mirror, three years since I woke up and didn’t have to fight myself through another day of rules and unhappiness.

I eat what I want and exercise enough to be my healthy happy weight. I’ve been a consistent 130 for a little over a year now.... and I’m happier with myself and my body image than when I was at my ā€œgoal weight.ā€

Mental health and confidence is far more attractive than hurting your body and seeing results.

VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
jcpryor:
You have come such a long, long way. Ā Congratulations
Sep 5, 2018
castillobrain:
Well, all I can say is that you are beautiful in all ways!!! Exterior and interior! I'm glad you now embrace that beautiful body!
Sep 10, 2018

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