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And so it's on to another exciting blog post!! I'm feeling slightly overwhelmed at the moment... not quite used to juggling home (see: kid), work, and school... it's a bit much... I'm thinking that something more part time would be a better fit, but I've yet to find something like that... so we'll see... and now I'd like to vent a little about my guy...

so I've been dating this guy for going on 7 months and he's yet to tell me he loves me... now I've made my feelings clear, but the only thing I can get from him is that "he really cares about me"... I think we're both in this still cause it's what's comfortable... now I'm doubting I'll ever hear him tell me he loves me or any such thing... it's come to sort of a breaking point for me but I am sooooo not good with dealing with ending things... (see: chicken)

Oh, and if you couldn't tell, I'm reading Choke by Chuck Palahniuk... it is f u c k i n g awesome... go read it...

I would so love some snuggle time about right now... yeah, that's something else I'm not getting from him... why didn't I end this sooner??