Nothing to report.
I am a victim of the weather ... sad when it's grey, happy when it's blue.
Life is simple and yet far too complex. I would swear off girls, but I can't. Or won't. I keep letting my guard down and getting pegged by those jabs (to use a terrible boxing analogy) ... but I am stronger than I was and I can take the blows. Stand up and wear the punishment. Hard to complain because I think I hurt others more than they hurt me.
Out drinking, looking for ... love, I guess. Even though I know its hard to find blind drunk and at 3am in the morning. Perhaps I am not looking, but just trying to lose myself, if only for a moment.
This is going to be a good week. I can feel it.
I am a victim of the weather ... sad when it's grey, happy when it's blue.
Life is simple and yet far too complex. I would swear off girls, but I can't. Or won't. I keep letting my guard down and getting pegged by those jabs (to use a terrible boxing analogy) ... but I am stronger than I was and I can take the blows. Stand up and wear the punishment. Hard to complain because I think I hurt others more than they hurt me.
Out drinking, looking for ... love, I guess. Even though I know its hard to find blind drunk and at 3am in the morning. Perhaps I am not looking, but just trying to lose myself, if only for a moment.
This is going to be a good week. I can feel it.
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I can't not follow my emotions, even when my brain is saying, No, don't do it... you're a fuckwit, I'll still always go with my heart.
I need to learn to be guarded in that protective kind of way.
Maybe then I wouldn't get hurt so much...
(wow, I never knew I could ramble so much!!!)
I need a middle path ...