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I went to the wilderness with young Malone who I had never met before in RealLife. She is a delight.

I rode my new bike round and round. I am not quite so scared.

I said farewell to a new friend who left to teach in Korea. It was sad because she and Chalrie met ten days ago and it was instant WUV! amazing, but...
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analith:
Yay for thinking you're in love!!! (that sounded so wrong)

I am in love with this city - I think I am going to stay forever (expect for the fucking heat!)
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analith:
I'm so excited (hey, I need to live vicariously though someone)

Well - I am hoping that I can pull out of my whole situation with at least a small amount of my morals intact, so tonight - I'm getting back on the trying to leave the whole thing alone bandwagon. I'm pretty sure that tonight will be the last time I see Emo-fringe before I leave, so... I only have to get though 5 hours of seeing him, and then it's all over.
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Oh my lord.

Best. Weekend. Ever.

analith:
Yeah, this trip will be good - only six days...

So, are you going to give some details about your awesome weekend, or just leave it at that?!?
analith:
What kind of bike? Oh, I wish I still had a bike - maybe not while it's so cold, but... nothing better than crusing down the coast on a bike.

I'm so envious of your weekend... so, is there any more about this girl, or is that it?
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i am so very tired.

Home at 9.
Out all night.

I came home without socks because I couldn't find them this morning.

But oh my lord it was fun.

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pureblu12225:
sounds as if smile
analith:
So, you're saying that you left home with socks, and came home without them?

Sounds like you had an interesting night/morning.
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Hooray for me!

Total time spent avoiding complications 1.3 NANOSECONDS.

Ah yes, I am a funny funny man.
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I never really update this any more, keeping several of the real blogs.

Angst levels are low. Girl I like is occasionally doing my head it, but not really, not very much.

And my ex is in town. Not my EX! ex, but a girl I saw for a while a few years ago. Still have a bit of a thing for her, and it's...
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gingerkiss:
good luck w/ the ex
analith:
Actually - chilli porridge sounds not so bad. Though, I am the kind of person to whom chilli-anything sounds not so bad!

You'll be fine with the ex, any time you get tempted to do anything of any kind of nature, just think about what a shitty and fucked up situation I am in, and that will stop you!!!

And, girls are supposed to do your head in - that's why we were invented!
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We're playing tonight at the Brunswick Hotel from about 9.
Come along and say hello!

analith:
How did it go on Sunday?
analith:
yeah - its just going up and up and up!!!

Maybe something possitive will come out of this, though - like... me never talking to Emo-fringe ever again, and therefore, free to live the rest of my life in relative emo-fringe free peace?
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Holy Fuck!

Work just became VERY interesting. Very interesting indeed. In an amzingly good way, I could tell you, but I'd have to kill you.
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vapourized:
I can't because I've had to sign a Non-Disclosure Agreement. But it involves $$, Several of them, in fact.
analith:
Don't be sad or angry...

Ah, the therapy of writing! Forcing myself to write all that out had made me realise some important things about this situation, namley that I am going to get hurt if I don't get out.

Now I can't wait to go away - there is none of that anxiousness anymore, because things have a certain way of working themsleves out when your forced to not indulge in things for a certain amount of time.

So, here's the answer to that question:
What am I going to do without you for a whole month?
who the fuck cares!!!
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Trivia last night proved I know nothing about the rock music and a surprising amount about trash culture. And it proved that I have an inhuman capacity to consume much beer in short amounts of time.

I got to stop doing that.

Late to work and the as I came in the CEO said I looked like shit. I pretend to be coming down with...
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analith:
Come on, trash culture rules. You know you love it.

Thanks for the luck - I actually think I didn't fuck up either of them, so, fingers crossed!
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Blog

I have to stop reading her blog.

Not hurt, but more ... wistful, I guess.

Reading about her life and wish that I was in it.
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More indulgent stories.

Conversation last night with people I haven't seen in AGES and having to explain what happened with Her, with She-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named.

I mean, what can you say to a question like 'Have you been OK', other than 'Well, apart from the fact that I wanted to marry her and have babies and a house and goats, yeah it's been rocking!'?

Yeah, the...
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analith:
No, no, no. My plan rules!!!

The plan is... wait for it... to just try and stay the fuck out of it all.

Plus - the PM usually wears tacky trackies or full sleeve shirts.

I want to get my chest done, but what if I ever need to be... someone who... um... fuck, forget it.
analith:
Yeah, it is a good plan.

Now just to see how well it actually works...

I am totally going to get fucking hurt, aren't I?!?