vanxrriot

I'm sure everyone has one of those friends who you know you love them to death but 95% of the time you just don't want to deal with them anymore. Most of my male friends have this weird over-sensitive complex where it feels like I'm in a friendship with a chick rather than a dude. One friend in particular over analyzes everything I do. If I don't talk to him for a while he interprets that as me avoiding him. Even worse, he was going through some personal things and when I talked to him during this time of crisis he made it seem like he wasn't into talking to anyone at all so I gave him his space while also offering that if he needed anything to let me know. Apparently he interpreted this as my abandoning him... uh, hello, I cannot read your mind! Things are sort of patched up but I just don't know. I'm far too busy right now with the end of the semester and way too frustrated with him to even want to deal with it. He claims that he isn't out to make me feel like the bad guy, but that's all I really feel he IS doing. I don't even know if it's worth it anymore. Ugh..

In other news... I'm sick, or at least, I'm getting sick, with a cold I think! I've also come to a sense of resolution with the subject of my last blog. I am going to try to not let my discovery get in the way. It really isn't -that- serious, besides... I'm totally digging this guy, I don't want something petty that I otherwise would not have known get in the way. We're -finally- going on our second date some time this weekend. It's been three weeks since our first date, but between the fact that there is a bit of distance between us, my being busy with school, his being busy with work and moving and getting sick, nothing has worked out until now. I'm just crossing my fingers that my being sick won't force us to have to cancel again! I'm loading up on my zinc and elderberry as we speak!