vanp

Pledge here: http://www.patreon.com/vanp

I also have this as great news:

I have a new multi coming out in 2 weeks and a few days with @flaviah FINALLY!!! I hope your guys love it as much as we do and that gets bought as cosplay friday! :)

Also just send the first set from the FRANCE SHOTFEST that happened in June:

@killpop and I in slipknot theme! is fucking fab!

Now the not so great part and the reason why I've been distant:

I have travelled to another continent and country to go to my first shotfest for Suicide Girls and meet staff photographers, Suicide Girls, Hopefuls and overall amazing personalities and models, I am in total love and awe with all of them and I greatly appreciate getting to know another country and culture through SG.

Don't get me wrong this is the best part. But it's also expensive, it's also disheartening to see I've become a SG ONE ENTIRE year ago and havent been bought again and probably will not for reasons I don't know.

I know when a set is not so good, I know when i could do better, but I also know when is amazing. "Dissolved girl" and "friday the 13th" (with @pisces) both shot by @kalincamaki were really my favorites. And to see them getting so many likes and loves and still be in MR is just... *sighs*.

Going to the shotfest was more for myself and to know this amazing people than for money or otherwise, especially cause - is just not happening. period.

It makes me sad and doubt my own body, confidence and work as model... In the middle of so many changes (yey i am moving to UK!!! @nayru @missfernandez @rouge @killpop @nymphae @vaughn and all the ladies i've met I WILL BE THERE SOON!!), one of the changes is that I will improve my patreon and snapchat more than other social medias. It's a fulltime work and I simple don't have more time right now to spend energy in something is not giving me back in someway or another. It's kinda sad and I hope in some time i can get time again to do a lot of posts, videos and homeworks, but right now just makes me doubt myself even more.

Hope you guys that follow me forever understand and continue to follow and support ♥

I will probably spend a long time without doing new sets since I did a loooot on the shotfest I will use this time to work on my "normal" job in UK and doing different stuff.