Hello lovers <3
My dear Satan what a week has been.
So basically I've adopted a cat (of course her name is Buffy, Buffy the Nosfecat).
I also went to Marilyn Manson concert (with Rammstein, Disturbed, Bullet and Halestorm).
But the big news: I AM AN OFFICIAL SUICIDE GIRL.
I am not even sure what I am feeling. I am so beyond happy. I am like 5 to 5 minutes going online here and f5 my profile to be sure I am not wrong or with temporay insanity. I am finally finally finaaaaally pink.
And you know, I wasn't joking, I totally gave up. Last week I did my "would be last set", just pick the chosen pictures and I was like "this set is gold, will be a nice bye to the site for some time at least". Is not that my only goal was to "be pink". Is not it. But after sometime that you are always supporting and anxious waiting for some feedback on you work, it's really very had to believe you are on the right path.
Anyway: i am thrilled. This week just showed me that everything I've been working for it's the best decision I ever made in my life. I am happy. I am full. I am full of creativity and love. The thing in all this that made me more happy was the intensity of comments, likes and messages in all my social media congratulating me for being made official. This was a total surprise. I think I never realised how many people follow me, root for me and indeed LIKES what I do. It's really humbling. I am still reeling for so much love!
So I have "Devil in I" in the queue and this one above on the bathtub will be sent to the staff next week.
And so maybe a multiset, uhm?
Yeah. Maybe.
Horror theme? hummmmmm maybe :)
About damn time of a blog homework, then?
@missy @rambo @lyxzen loved this homework and thank you for making my year a blast with this GET PINK yey <3
Write up the synopsis and cast list for a movie of your life
- cast: Marilyn Manson, Alexander Skarsgard, James Masters, and of course me and my real life friends.
The directors would be a mix of Almodovar, Lars von trier, Alan Ball and Tim Burton.
The story would be my personal life a mix of fear, horror, love and perseverance. Most people don't know much about me, so goes a resume, don't be scared: my parents fought all the time when i was a kid, my daddy cheated my mom countless times and she did the same. They got divorced for good when I was 8 years old. They put me in hell during 10 years with fight fight fight for my "well being". My daddy married Bruna, a transexual woman that taught me a lot about life. about living. she died when i was 19, yes, with AIDS. I spent my 11-16 years without speaking with my daddy and living in a farm on a tiny city. I used drugs. I drank a lot. I had my fun.
Moved back to the big city with 17 and not a single dime. Lived with my second boyfriend for 4 years, kind of a marriage I suppose. Got in a huge depression because of all my life story and drug abuse (actualy meds to lose weight, not cocaine or anything but yes I've used those). Got obese, morbid obese, got more depressed, finished my second degree. Made a bariatric surgery. Split my marriage. Got some abusive relationships. Became a model. Got fucked over and over. Finally find peace? :)
Yeah, I kinda had a Almodovar movie life. But I suppose I like the way Alan Ball and Von Trier portray life. But the humor, the looks? Totally Burton.
The actors are just because I love them and I will make out with them on my damn movie.
Oh this is Buffy the Nosfecat:
And by the way. changed my Instagram to VANPSUICIDE tehee!
To finish it: I am closing print requests the end of this week. Who else wants to have signed prints and/or other stuff? :)
