I was here at this time last year. But I haven't done the time capsule cause I was yet healing from a fucked up abusive relationship.
So here is goes my first time capsule for next year. Thanks @rambo @missy and @lyxzen , I love those thoughtful homeworks cause we can rethink our path.
1- I want to have money to spare.
It looks easy, right? oh such a easy task on her list.
Well, nope. My country (brazil) is in the midst of a huge economic and political crisis. Our president suffered an impeachment. I mean, it was really a blow. The whole world knows that by now but of course our misoginistic media don't tell that so. She was the first female president. And she paid for that. So, about that, 2 years from now I've been struggling to just... live. It's been hard. I am not in debt, but I am usually like "ok, this month I have this penny and my credit card. yey!". And that's it. It's been hard and I just want some peace. I am a Taurus girl. I need confort and peace. I need to be sure.
2- I want to make my studio go BIG.
You all know it already by now.
https://www.facebook.com/thebeautifulpeopleclub/
And he is a unedited picture from a set. And nope I don't do ONLY horned hot chicks for living hahaha but people usually like me this way so... but yes I do all kinds of pictures, ok? haha
3- Continue in my path of peace and more peace
Not needing meds, not needing therapy, not needing my anorexia or depression. And specially waking up fine. Day by day, just living and living some more. And I am sure I did this on my own!
4- Continue to love what I do and grow even more as model and not just "regular" job.
If you follow me on instagram or even here you know already how much I've grow and how much I am working my ass off to continue on this path. Sometimes we forget that some girls here are not only Suicide Girls models and they also use the site as a tool to grow as models. Some girls just like to do sets here and some girls use it outside. I am on the last one and I`ve been working A LOT lately. Specially causa Brazil is new on this alternative model stuff, I am actually being a badass motherfucker and opening this path together with the other alternative models <3
I am loving every second of it, to be honest. I am living all day everyday in a hard mood :)
5- Of fucking course, go pink.
My next set goes up in 3 days and 8 hoursss! it was shoot by the lovely @saga :)
and then my next one in 2 months!!!
And this wednesday I am going to shoot another one :D
So I just think that maybe, just maybe I will get lucky on this next ones? Fingers crossed. I do love the site either way, and doesn't change my love. But i would love to go pink and suicide model cause would help me a lot on my journey :) (not getting any younger too haha)
Another sneak peek on my set that is cloooose.
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