The last 24 hours have been some of the most confusing hours of my life. I have so many mixed emotions and I'm not quite sure where to start. I feel like I was lied to, I feel betrayed, sad, pissed off, but I also feel thankful. I've been a member on this site for well over a year now and I never truly made friends until a couple of months ago. A few months ago Piper came into my life and that's when everything started to fall into place for me. She was so bubbly, sarcastic, witty, and caring. Her and I got along right off the bat. After becoming friends with Piper, I eventually got introduced to others on the site. These people later became what was known as 'The Losers Club' and they also became my best friends.
Piper and I became very close over the time that we had talked. We talked about our goals, relationships, friendships, our families, movies, and we often talked about our crush we had on each other. We shared so many personal things with each other and got so close. I felt like I was able to trust her and confide in her. She was so easy to talk to and did whatever she could to make me feel better. She was there for me more times than I could count. She would be there for me in the middle of the night and be extremely worried if there was something wrong with me. Numerous times she told me that she was worried that I had a brain tumor. It scared her and she wanted to help. Piper just had a very caring heart.
She would confide in me as well and I would be there for her no matter what. I did whatever I possibly could to help her. I felt like there was so much trust there. Then when Lily came along, it was the same exact way. I formed the same exact bond and friendship with her. We became super close in a short amount of time and shared everything with each other. I feel like all of that trust has been misused.
I will forever thank Piper for introducing me to the people I call friends on this site. @sinnerman_ @skullfuckery @hellfyre420 @coyotemike @angela14 @sosbanfach and I'm sure there are more that I am forgetting. Out of all of this, I still get to call you all my friends. We are in this together. We will get through this together. I love all of you more than you know. I also have to thank Piper for introducing me to my amazing boyfriend @fearthestars. Without her, I'm not sure that him and I would have met. He makes me the happiest that I have ever been. I am beyond thankful for that.
I will miss having Piper and Lily as friends. They made my days so much brighter and gave me so many laughs. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I do not understand why this happened. I may not ever understand why this happened. Sometimes we aren't supposed to know why things happen. I would love to hear Piper and Lily's side of the story if they are willing to tell me. I do not have high hopes of that happening. So I will leave this blog with saying thank you. Thank you for the laughs, the friendship, and the memories. I will not forget it. It's time to cut ties and move on.
As for the rest of you, if you need to talk, please don't hesitate to message me. I love you guys. ❤️
