Love escapes me lately, mainly because I've been on the lookout for it which of course is the time I think it's least likely to strike.......has anybody seen my girl?
As of last week, I am an official HOMEOWNER, hard to believe, feels righteous.......now I need a job...........I always do things backwards........
I'm ripping this idea off from someone else's journal (can't remember who), but...
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As of last week, I am an official HOMEOWNER, hard to believe, feels righteous.......now I need a job...........I always do things backwards........
I'm ripping this idea off from someone else's journal (can't remember who), but...
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A pain that won't stop
They wipe your heart up with a mop
Ruled over by a fucking cop
The obsessive cycle, will it stop?
Inward, not outward, thats the secret
Or is it a curse?
Want to reach gustatory bliss? Your first taste bud orgasm? BUY: Kettle Chips, Krinkle Cut, Salt & Fresh Ground Pepper variety
Dia dyed?.............What color?
They wipe your heart up with a mop
Ruled over by a fucking cop
The obsessive cycle, will it stop?
Inward, not outward, thats the secret
Or is it a curse?
Want to reach gustatory bliss? Your first taste bud orgasm? BUY: Kettle Chips, Krinkle Cut, Salt & Fresh Ground Pepper variety
Dia dyed?.............What color?
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desiderata:
nice... a girl who likes gangsta movies like i do. the godfather, goodfellas, donnie brasco, casino, goodfellas, bronx tale, carlitos way... i'm kind of obsessed..
vanillakinky:
Classics all those, I need to add Carlito's way, HIGHLY underrated flick
I'M A DUDE.......the above pic is of muse Dia, it just a small homage to the woman herself
Starting to wonder if the Dia pic was what got me journal lovin
I'M A DUDE.......the above pic is of muse Dia, it just a small homage to the woman herself
Starting to wonder if the Dia pic was what got me journal lovin
A piece I wrote recently, title is 'Animal One':
A boiling hot sun breaks the horizon, shattering dark serenity in trade of enlightened birth of the heartless food chain.
The plain swelters over dried chipping muddy flats, swaying parched cat tail grasses.
Who is at whose mercy? The chain stands tall with little forgiveness.
Life flourishes almost as abundantly as brushes with death, fortunes made...
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A boiling hot sun breaks the horizon, shattering dark serenity in trade of enlightened birth of the heartless food chain.
The plain swelters over dried chipping muddy flats, swaying parched cat tail grasses.
Who is at whose mercy? The chain stands tall with little forgiveness.
Life flourishes almost as abundantly as brushes with death, fortunes made...
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indie:
you have a funny profile picture...
mike11:
I like your profile pic too.
Okay, so I almost split, what a drama queen..........what drew me back in?............Beauty...........& Boobs..........The boobs brought me back, that & I actually dig a few folks round these here parts.................sorry bout the drama..........
Me life - just picked up my latest acquisition, invested in an original Simpsons cell, couldn't resist, pure modern art for me wall, inspiring, a timeless piece which be capturing modern life...........the...
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Me life - just picked up my latest acquisition, invested in an original Simpsons cell, couldn't resist, pure modern art for me wall, inspiring, a timeless piece which be capturing modern life...........the...
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dia:
I'm glad you didn't quit, yes, such the drama indeed, but not yours! Don't worry about other peoples' bullshit. I love the homage
Because it is exactly what I am talking 'bout here.
By the way, I'd love to have a body clad in PVC, but guess what's hard to find in anything resembling my size??? Anything PVC. Five fetish shops and a lot of tears later, I am still without anything to wear. Le sigh. Didn't see any Latex either, Leather is too expensive, and the Rubber Fetish place appeared to hate my guts, along with everyone's guts, and everything was like four hundred bucks, though I'd love a rubber nuns outfit, holy mother mary.
Because it is exactly what I am talking 'bout here.
By the way, I'd love to have a body clad in PVC, but guess what's hard to find in anything resembling my size??? Anything PVC. Five fetish shops and a lot of tears later, I am still without anything to wear. Le sigh. Didn't see any Latex either, Leather is too expensive, and the Rubber Fetish place appeared to hate my guts, along with everyone's guts, and everything was like four hundred bucks, though I'd love a rubber nuns outfit, holy mother mary.
vanillakinky:
Fetish-wear shopping trip with Dia *body quivers*............*she comes out of dressing room* how does this look?..........um, okay, but have a seat on my lap & let me shine up that latex catsuit with my bottle of oil *buff, buff, buff, squeek, squeek, squeek*.............*quiver*
Forgive me for indulging in the fantasy.......I'd dig being ur latex/PVC source.......different roll for me.........kinky fetish sugar-daddy........bankrolling kinky beauty........
seriously, are rubberists snobs or something? Why'd they act so pissy?
Um, just for the sake of 'argument', what PVC piece would you want? what size?
The above is making me feel like a true perve...........perversion is good, right? right?
Forgive me for indulging in the fantasy.......I'd dig being ur latex/PVC source.......different roll for me.........kinky fetish sugar-daddy........bankrolling kinky beauty........
seriously, are rubberists snobs or something? Why'd they act so pissy?
Um, just for the sake of 'argument', what PVC piece would you want? what size?
The above is making me feel like a true perve...........perversion is good, right? right?
I think I'm packin' it in campers, the SG vibe just doesnt seem as great as I thought it'd be, or as good as it used to be, seems the air is changing around here, plus no journal lovin' for a while so it seems a sign.........
I may return, when I get a fuckin' job, membership be expensive...........
Good night all, & to...
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I may return, when I get a fuckin' job, membership be expensive
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Good night all, & to...
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solisis:
woah woah woah.... let's not go nuts here.... no reason to jump ship. no fly. no go. see, we be silent types. there is love. but um...
damn. i can't conjur up a reason. I noticed the bug as well and i don't know what it is. Just figure that when it's time to go then it's time to go. perhaps it's just a temporary online flu. things will get better. yeah.....
damn. i can't conjur up a reason. I noticed the bug as well and i don't know what it is. Just figure that when it's time to go then it's time to go. perhaps it's just a temporary online flu. things will get better. yeah.....
vanillakinky:
Solisis, you may indeed be correct, perhaps a bit too impulsive in my decision, plus I was a frustrated mutha in life when I wrote my adios..............plus the boobies..................I keep coming back for the boobs.............boobs are good..............& nothing beats SG boob....................I'll hang around & see if things pick up...........boobs.............
I'm walled up in my apartment, pondering life, playing 2D fighters like a mad man this weekend, writing some music, trying to wake up & indulge my musical side...........therapy once a week, like soul food for me
I'm aware I'm hiding from the world right now, though in a healthy way I think...........feel like I sold my soul in ways the past 2 years of...
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I'm aware I'm hiding from the world right now, though in a healthy way I think...........feel like I sold my soul in ways the past 2 years of...
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solisis:
journal love journal love journal love
I saw a white ladder all covered with water
It's a hard rain..........a gonna fall
Ever gone to a movie alone late at night? Last night was my first time, & I enjoyed it immensely. My friend bailed about an hour before, & as i sat there feeling like I couldnt go I got pissed, hell I love spending time alone, why the fuck should...
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It's a hard rain..........a gonna fall
Ever gone to a movie alone late at night? Last night was my first time, & I enjoyed it immensely. My friend bailed about an hour before, & as i sat there feeling like I couldnt go I got pissed, hell I love spending time alone, why the fuck should...
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chiquita:
i went and saw "legends of the fall" alone one night late...and loved it, of course....mmm brad pitt...
send me a recording! i love that song! i wanna hear! *stamps feet*
send me a recording! i love that song! i wanna hear! *stamps feet*
solisis:
so, which one is you in the pic?
Big decision made here, I'm gonna get my first tattoo, most excited.
I've chosen the Chinese/Mandarin characters 'Wei wu Wei' which translate roughly to 'do without doing', a Taoist mantra of sorts
Anybody have any suggestions on how to do this right? Reccomend any good tatto artists? How do I find one? Is my skin gonna take this? How long to heal? Will chicks dig...
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I've chosen the Chinese/Mandarin characters 'Wei wu Wei' which translate roughly to 'do without doing', a Taoist mantra of sorts
Anybody have any suggestions on how to do this right? Reccomend any good tatto artists? How do I find one? Is my skin gonna take this? How long to heal? Will chicks dig...
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vanillakinky:
Qing Tao......I'll remember that, I may need ur services..........
cypher:
i just saw your thread on solisis's journal.
i think the best looking game thus far is definitely Dungeon Siege. It's just gorgeous.
Unfortunately, the gameplay kinda sucks...and it's not terribly immersive.
NWN rocks. I really really love it. and it is also very pretty.
i think the best looking game thus far is definitely Dungeon Siege. It's just gorgeous.
Unfortunately, the gameplay kinda sucks...and it's not terribly immersive.
NWN rocks. I really really love it. and it is also very pretty.
Laid back weekend, thinking about what the hell to do next with my life......work for a while, apply to PhD programs, travel, move to California (interested in several schools there).....always wanted to call SF home, ever since I was a kid....city or small college town life?......no country, I gets allergic smelling hay......& small minded ignorance (grew up in small town NC).......
Spent weekend being musical,...
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Spent weekend being musical,...
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girlblue:
Hello right back at ya vanillakinky. NC sucks, right? West Coast migration all the way.
ver0nika23:
i hate the sound of my recorded voice. too nasaly. move to SF, so i can visit.
oh and to respond to an earlier query: i think non-consensuality is my only porn limit. for fantasy non-consensual porn, i would need some outtakes or something to feel more comfortable with it. that is not to say that anything else would turn me on; i'm pretty picky. but limits as to what i could watch? yeah, i think that is it.
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oh and to respond to an earlier query: i think non-consensuality is my only porn limit. for fantasy non-consensual porn, i would need some outtakes or something to feel more comfortable with it. that is not to say that anything else would turn me on; i'm pretty picky. but limits as to what i could watch? yeah, i think that is it.
http://www.ncsx.org/2002/ncs072902/domokun_plush_d.htm
Feel the wrath of Domokun who has just invaded US shores from Japan. The mighty Domokun is a powerful chocolate candy bar with a mighty set of teeth who is poised to eradicate Western pop culture as we know it. I ordered one, so should you.........he comes in 4", 8", 18", & 29"................
Feel the wrath of Domokun who has just invaded US shores from Japan. The mighty Domokun is a powerful chocolate candy bar with a mighty set of teeth who is poised to eradicate Western pop culture as we know it. I ordered one, so should you.........he comes in 4", 8", 18", & 29"................
ver0nika23:
i'm not really sure what my limits are, pornwise. staged nonconsensuality does make me uncomfortable, although it is important in the fantasies in my head. seeing it, though, is a little bit different for me. hmmm. i will have to get back to you on this one.
dia:
HELLO! I've been in love with Domokuns for a very very long time, yay!
I thought haiku was 5-7-5. Am I high?