vanilla_bananie

would you screw someone just based on hearing their sexy voice? sometimes i think i would..but what about those not so eye-stimulating people with sexy voices? hmmmm i guess maybe that's where those late night date line calls come in..or phone sex operators?

perhaps all i know is that i would screw ben harper based on his voice..granted he is sexy..but still

you get my...
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huh...i think i just heard a gunshot..

NICE maybe someone had a ps3...and some pansy wanted it..

sigh..i need a job.

alright seriously why do i fucking pay for a subscription to this goddamn site if all you btiches are going to put your journal entries as friends only and then disable your friends request option?

fucking hell man

stop playing hard to get

snatches!

swear you came on this site for a reason wanted to show your boobies and whatever..well fuckin' damn cockblockers

man that...
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i just spent the last 2 hours looking at porn..

you are jealous

there's something wrong with me for real..

can't sleep until 3am usually...and this is a girl who could never usually make it past 11:30 bout 3 months ago..now all the sudden i'm this night person?! wtf?!i'd love to know wtf is up..i know for a while it was being upset over breaking up with my bf..but hello we are back together ...maybe it's anticipation for...
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k...so i was looking for some broad in the local section so i could see what she was doing these days..and i didn't find her she musta cancelled her account..but then i noticed that the number of people has increased BIG time from the last time i checked...WTF where were all you people when i needed some friends...don't try now it's too late

just kidding

i'm going back to fucking california, motherfuckers!

screw arkansas and their fucking meth heads

FUCK

YA

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so..feeling pretty down today..not unusual actually, but today seems to be significantly stronger than others.

chris msg'd me on aim and proceeded to show me a picture of a table he has placed in him room where my vanity used to sit...it's got two chairs..TWO...so if he has company someone can sit with him..i don't think that company will be me...which is sad for me,...
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k..this whole not being able to sleep shit..REALLY FUCKING OLD

it's 4:16 am and i am WIDE awake..howthefuck am i doing this? i swear to god i'm getting more and more angry by the second! all i want to do is sleep all the time, and then when it's time to go to bed I CAN'T...then i wind up falling asleep and spending the whole...
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well i believe i will say that i was COMPLETELY wrong bout my last entry...my decision was WRONG - i haven't been this miserable in a long, long time...although i have lost 8lbs in a week..that's probably the only good thing..

i hate this place and i just want to go home to where i feel normal, and loved...looking at this house there are no...
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on tuesday i will start the new life..

i'm relocating to fayetteville, ARKANSAS...yes, that's right relocating...i can't stay here because the boy and i broke up and since i have no other place to stay, because i didn't realize that it would be so soon - and didn't find a new place to live while we agreed to just take things day by day..i am...
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