vangoghswhore

Wow...it was such a beautiful day in Utah. The weather was perfect. Not too hot slight cool in the air (just enough).The leaves are beginning to change on the trees and make me feel so excited for ski season! I can't wait. I got some new skis last week (on sale of course!) They're so hot. I think this year I'm definately going to ski every weekend. I went for a jog at about 5am this morning! I havent done that in years. It felt so good to run when no one was awake and be able to enjoy the evironment in its early morning silence before the cars begin to buzz by. Life...isn't amazing? It SUCKS so bad sometimes...but, that deprivation of happiness always gives me clairty when its over. When I first entered this site I wasn't sure what to expect. I'm growing to feel so connected to some of my friends on here (isn't that weird how the internet gives us sense of comfort? --like our own private little place to escape to
My life has been hard the last couple of years....I was exposed to some very disturbing people....I've learned so much about what's important to me. I'm proud that at the end of the day I handle myself with dignity toward others. I think thats the most important thing we can do. To love, be loved, and strive for healthy, wonderful people to have relationships with. Good love as well as bad love can bring epiphanies...I appreciate the clarity in my life right now...People to avoid and what ultimately makes us different from one another is not our age, sex, race, religion or even sexual preference, but rather, our character....Avoiding toxic people is the only life for me these days..

Carpe Diem Friends (Every moment is a new day)