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Mar 25, 2014
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Sometimes I stand on the edge, here in my mind.
I can still sense beauty, but only in grey-scale.
My hands remember the texture of skin,
while the image of your eyes are burning in mine;
...a gap once bridged.

I feel disconnected with my body -
as if there is a thin layer of still air between where I am and where I feel.
But I can breath in the light and the breeze,
and I can control my numbed extremities.

I am forced to consider the bottom..
though I cannot see it from up here.
I am terrified..

There is nothing more up here, so high.
Only memories and longings for love and sorrow.
There is no comfort here;
these pretty bubbles are still equally hollow.

so I stand naked and isolated; no coin to play.
So I'll hold my breath and begin to sway.
Back or forth..
No other way.

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