vampyreladylaura

Hey all my luvs. How's everyone doing? I've been sick and going through hell the last few days. What a nightmare. Don't really want to elaborate too much here, if anyone wants to know, drop a line and I'll fill ya in. But what's got me today more than anything, is that I really, really wish I had a girlfriend, for some serious holding, touching, loving, kissing, cuddling time. I want that more than anything right now and pray for it all the time and just don't know what to do! It's becoming so frustrating. There are 2 girls here that I'd LOVE to be with, and 1 in particular, and I think they know who they are. But, ::sigh:: we don't talk to each other nearly as much as I'd like, so I don't even know if I'm barking up the wrong tree.
I know this may sound foolish/desperate, but if there are any girls out there in the same boat as I am, please feel free to drop me a line, talk, so we can get to know one another and maybe, just maybe there'd be that "spark" and we could hook up somehow. Getting out and finding people here is tough for me. I don't even know where or how to begin.
Maybe I'll just lay down and take a nap for an hour or so, and hopefully I'll wake up and this unfulfilled feeling will have subsided some. At least I hope so. Cause this just sucks, after going through what I've gone through this past week, and feeling so shitty and now this crappy feeling of not having that sensual touch, that I know I can only get from another woman-has just left me feeling icky!
Hope I didn't bring anybody down, sorry, just how I'm feeling right now.
Guess I'll just write again, when I'm in a better mood, so as not to drag any of you poor guys into my muck! But, thanx for listening.
Hope everybody else is doing better than I am. Luv ya!