Well, it's been a few days of craziness and whatnot between moving in and going to mandatory WISE meetings and things, but I think it's going well so far. My roommate has been spending most of her time with her bf, but he's going back home tomorrow about 5 hours away so its understandable - I got the room to myself tonight cause she's staying at her sister's condo with him which is kind of nice. But yeah, she seems pretty cool, though I don't think she quite realizes about me yet. I haven't told her yet, I don't know when/if I will or if I'll just kind of let her find out if she doesn't already assume...In my opinion, I'm pretty obvious.
But aside from that, Tripp came over and spent some time, as did Derin, which was cool. I found a hookah bar and a place that has bands and stuff fairly close to campus, as in walking distance type close and my roommate seems interested in hookah too so that's cool. She's not a preppy, girly-girl so I think we can get along well, hehe. And being part of WISE has kind of introduced me to some other nice people, like a Japanese study buddy, not sure if I've quite found my clique yet or anyone who is liable for close friendship besides perhaps Derin. I'm going to be going to the LGBT Coffee Talk on Thursday afternoon and see how that goes, just to meet a different group of people I can relate with.
I miss my Brittny...so so so much it's not even funny. I would do anything just to hold her in arms and fall asleep with her against me again. I didn't think I'd ever find someone as...well...into being in a relationship as me, and a serious one. I don't quite plan to end this any time soon, I told her the other night if we weren't so young and if it wasn't so early on, I'd get on my knees and ask her to marry me, simply because she has given me so much and made me feel so much in such a short amount of time. It's really like nothing or rather no one I've been with. Young or not, and I've said this before I know, but what felt right before didn't quite feel as right as this. There was always a little doubt in my mind...but Brittny and I, no matter what other people say, we have something special. I can just tell. I love that girl with all my heart and she owns every bit of my soul. I would give the world for her.
On another note though...since I'm getting teary eyed just typing that, I went to Walmart today with my roommate, April, and her boyfriend, Hunter, and her sister and sister's boyfriend. Bought way too many DVDs (but it was worth it) and a shelf to put some stuff on. It's a lot nicer in here since we bunked out beds this morning (boy was that an adventure) and put together the shelf (man was that fun).
But anyway, I'm alone tonight, and kind of bored. I could play a game, but I don't really feel like getting into something and staying up all night. I think I'm about to head to bed...in fact, I think I will.
But aside from that, Tripp came over and spent some time, as did Derin, which was cool. I found a hookah bar and a place that has bands and stuff fairly close to campus, as in walking distance type close and my roommate seems interested in hookah too so that's cool. She's not a preppy, girly-girl so I think we can get along well, hehe. And being part of WISE has kind of introduced me to some other nice people, like a Japanese study buddy, not sure if I've quite found my clique yet or anyone who is liable for close friendship besides perhaps Derin. I'm going to be going to the LGBT Coffee Talk on Thursday afternoon and see how that goes, just to meet a different group of people I can relate with.
I miss my Brittny...so so so much it's not even funny. I would do anything just to hold her in arms and fall asleep with her against me again. I didn't think I'd ever find someone as...well...into being in a relationship as me, and a serious one. I don't quite plan to end this any time soon, I told her the other night if we weren't so young and if it wasn't so early on, I'd get on my knees and ask her to marry me, simply because she has given me so much and made me feel so much in such a short amount of time. It's really like nothing or rather no one I've been with. Young or not, and I've said this before I know, but what felt right before didn't quite feel as right as this. There was always a little doubt in my mind...but Brittny and I, no matter what other people say, we have something special. I can just tell. I love that girl with all my heart and she owns every bit of my soul. I would give the world for her.
On another note though...since I'm getting teary eyed just typing that, I went to Walmart today with my roommate, April, and her boyfriend, Hunter, and her sister and sister's boyfriend. Bought way too many DVDs (but it was worth it) and a shelf to put some stuff on. It's a lot nicer in here since we bunked out beds this morning (boy was that an adventure) and put together the shelf (man was that fun).
But anyway, I'm alone tonight, and kind of bored. I could play a game, but I don't really feel like getting into something and staying up all night. I think I'm about to head to bed...in fact, I think I will.