vampiress

Hey everyone,
I've decided to post again, and I really had my heart set on posting some new pics of myself (I currently have red throughout my hair and the ends of my hair, it looks awesome) but I have been lazy and haven't taken any new shots, so this will be another 'picture-less post'.

Last night I decided to go and see my friends' band play at the local pub, but it was a school night, so that's why I'm sitting at home at the computer at 1:41pm rather than sitting in a dull classroom at school. Naughty, naughty.
Now I am completely broke because I decided to go shopping for new clothes (for this weekend) and then bought some new jewellry for my body piercings, then went and saw this band last night, and now, I'm completely broke. *pouts*

You know what? I'm sick of men. Sorry to all the sweet guys out there, but I'm just over this whole dating and 'getting to know people' thing. It's WAY too much trouble and is pretty much just a load of bullshit. The guy that I'm supposed to be "seeing" or should I say, sleeping with, thinks that it's his right to tell me how to live my life. If anyone else gives him advise though he says "Fuck off, it's my life, no one is going to tell me what to do". But then he tells me that I act like a slut (even though he's the ONLY one that I've touched since breaking up with my boyfriend 3 months ago) and that I "prance" and "sleaze" around and such. I have had a reputation in the past for getting with random guys, but I'm trying to change and I'm trying to be a better person, it just feels like there's no use in trying if the person that I have feelings for, keeps calling me a slut.

Woah, this entry is just one huge fucking whinge session and I'm sorry. You know what? I just wish I was COMPLETELY fucking happy with my life. I wish I was confident, successful, happy with the way I look and didn't give a fuck what anyone else thought about me. These are my goals for the future and I'm not sure that ending up with this guy will give that to me, so let's just say that he's skating on very thin ice.

Well, I've got stuff to do, checking myspace messages, writing various other emails etc.

Thanks for reading.
Love, Vampiress.

P.S On a more positive note, I got an email from a website who conducts IQ tests, and apparently I scored 126, which is slightly above average (although I know IQ tests aren't that reliable, it made me happy nevertheless), apparently I'm a "word warrior" and that I would be terribly successful in careers such as "translator, Journalist, publisher" etc. So yeah, just wanted to tell you guys that. Have a good day/night...whatever.