vamperella

so much has happened in the last two weeks, and like the weather, i feel change coming my way.

1) im focusing in school more

2) new tattoo ideas

first of all, i want to get my Zodiac Sign, which is Taurus, i want to get a design that is somewhat feminine but still inforces how strong i am , anyone know anywhere where i can find images that incorporate both? im having a really hard time finding something i like

and i was wondering if anyone had any impowering sayings that show how important it is to love live, and treasure it because it could be gone tommrow..

my main idea for that one is getting "Carpe Diem"



3) im reading up on buddhism, and i think i may have finally found a religion i can have faith in, which is empowering and enlightening. so i believe i am going to get a few more books to read, practice meditating, visit a temple, and try to follow the middle path. OHH and i might be going with a group to thailand for 17 days in july which i think could really help me figure out who i am and what i want in life to a greater extent then i already know.



4) im quitting smoking
hopefully for good this time
5 years has damaged my lungs good enough, i shouldn't poison my body anymore with black tar


5) quitting my job within the next few weeks


6) spring cleaning going to do some major changes to my pad! going to DE-clutter

7) im going to tell the guy im involved with that im always going to be here for him no matter what and that i care for him a lot, but its hurting me too much by him pushing me away and distancing himself ,and although i may like him, i most diffently love myself more. so im going to give the guy some space, to think about what he wants, and if he truely thinks that he could ever be with me and wants to be serious with us then we should give it a try.