vamperella

is it bad
that i can't sleep
can't keep food down
and
am
constantly
thinking about
you.

why does this have to be so hard.
i respect your choice to go,
i admire you for bettering your life,
i know your scared, i am too,
but wouldn't it be better if i was beside you.

don't push me away when i know you need me more then anything right now.