Hello SG Land! Haven't seen for a long time. But if im not posting doesnt mean that im not watching! Since my last big post a lot happened.
Ive found job and worked few month in sex shop as manger. But misunderstands and incompatibility of characters with some persons forced me to decision to leave, plus some health issues that arisen as a result of stress approved me in this decision. So now im unemployed for a while again =)
And since I can say that my year eventually started almost at same time when Chinese New Year was, I decided to talk about new resolutions and bucket list.
Lets start from second.
1) I want to pass on foot the Great Wall of China. As i counted all the way must take around 8 thousands kilometers and about 6 month of walk. I hope to check this point in my list before 2021.
2) I want to spend some time in Himalaya mountains and visit Tibet. Im not even sure how this will happen, but i hope after Great Wall nothing will be impossible) One of my friend is currently at there taking part in filming documentary about life of tibetan people.
3) Third thing in my list is to create something that will give me passive income. Really, who doesnt wants to do nothing and get money for that?)) After all my trouble with job searching i concluded that perfect is to make some business that will give you income and enough freedom
4) I want to see space. Thats why i must become very good businesswoman so i could afford myself space traveling) Maybe I even will live long enough to see another planets. Who knows how far our scientists will go in this question?
And going from my bucket list we are coming to New Year resolutions.
So number 1 is to spend more time with my family. After i started working at some moment i understood that there almost didnt left any free time for me and my family. I had to go at morning, and were coming back at late evening. Thats why my family almost didnt saw me.
Second point is to continue study Chinese. Ive started taking lessons in previous year and even had some results, but because of my job i almost had no time for anything. And after i decide to take private lessons some finance troubles came into my horizon.
Third thing is to find (or create) a job that will allow me to have enough money to have most of that i want to have in my life and still wount take all my time. Previous work at sex store were really good payed, but it were taking a lot of time and stress that i was exposed there were to strong. At the beginning of working there i even had problems caused by nerves. Ive lost 7 kilograms just in two month and felt anxious attacks all the time before i left. Now i just want to be calm and dont have anymore nightmares about work)
Fourth is to take care about my body. Whats good in having money if you cant spend them for yourself because you dont have time? I could afford myself a gym membership card for year, but i had no fucking time to go there. At this year im planning to compare both things time and money and go there to bring my body Back to shape and make it even better, than it were ever before.
Fifth is to take more photo shoots in this year. I want to go back to modeling, even the fact that in this year ill become a lil bit to old for this cant stop me) Never is to late if your alive!
The six point is to take more tattoos. Shit! Im married with tattoo artist but i still cant get tattoos from him? Is that fair?)) But anyway, im planning to get my half sleeve done or even sleeve done in this year, and i hope to get bigger progress that 2 sessions in my back piece.
And the seventh, the hardest point, is to go out of my comfort zone. Ive spent last years like in nutshell and were trying not to go out nowhere from my comfort zone. Ive lost connection with people around me and only few left. At this year I want to star living again. Going out camping, partying, finding new people around me. I need to do these and stop to be afraid of world.
Last thing in my resolutions list is to try to communicate more with world. Maybe if Ill practice more ill, at last, will be able to write at least normal caption under pictures) ahaha
By the way. Id like to practice more in my English. So ill try to reply more often to you comments and take part in discussions.
And my next blog is going to be about celebrity who inspired me the most.
P.S. As bonus her's are few pics from my last photo session. I think after looking at them youll easily guess who is that celebrity :)
