At the beginning i have not a very good news. At first for myself , because i didnt wanted accept this fact for a long time , but it cant change nothing.
For a long time i was entertaining myself with idea that in the nearest future i will start shooting again. I will take a new sets and become hothot model)) But the thruth face is that i wount. I cant.
For modeling again i need to get back in shape. At first soul shape. But its imposible, because every time i look at my boobs im getting depressed. For getting them done i need money. A lot of money. But, maybe some of you know, in the last year the war is eating out our country from the inside. And ofcourse it doesnt makes our economy stronger. That why that amout of money that are needed for plastic surgery ( its around 5000 euros) are just impossible for me. Not that im not trying to save some money, but in fact that 1 euro is almost 30uah you can easily count that its a HUUUGE number. So for now and not even the closest future i have to give up this dream and dream to become a model) hehe
And second is that after rewatching my life i understood that there is another thing which i want even more than new boobs. I want to travel around the world. And yesterday i found few platforms that help such loosers like i am to get some money by selling designed T-Shirts . So in the nearest time i will try to draw few cool designs, that probably could be intersting for people to get in their closets and even wear sometimes and start my 365 days found raising. Maybe if i will be lucky enough and my designs wount be very ugly for public i will be able to start a journey at least aroung europe for beginning ))
And third. I just wanted to thatnks to all of you , dear SG family. For being. Maybe im not really active here but its because for me it quite hard to make friends and talk to someone when im sober (hahahah). But im watching around a lot of peoples here. i might be not commenting or showing my presence somehow, but im still here) like a ghost
And i wish you that your dreams and lifegoals true. You all are inspiring me by some or other way )
