Homework Time!
@rambo and @missy asked us to tell about our VDay experience. Unfortunately almost all my experience of this holiday is awful (and those times when i sited alone a home i count like one of the best ones). But in line of horrible Valentine's Days i still can highlight one the most outstanding in its disgusting .
So this happened about 10 years ago when i was studying in middle school. I liked then one boy who were year older. He was super boy type. You know those with perfect face and popular among other kids. Soul of the any company where he appeared. And i was nerd girl with elves and hobbits in my minds, listened hard music and weared strange clothes.
And so that happened that i really liked him . But we were in probably worst relations in school and were getting on each other in any moment when we crossed.
But once i decided to change the situation and tell him about my feelings and that i dont want to barging at each other every time when we meet in school halls . Thats why in Saint V's Day i sent him few card along a day saying that he is really cool, and i think we could be friends at least and etc. And at the end of day I decided to give him the most important card by myself. The card where i was telling that i like him and he is the most adorable and handsome boy i ever saw (exept Orlando Bloom's Legolas ofcourse) .
And that happened that. The worst thing that i could ever imagine about such situation. He opened my letter. Read it. And then went to show it to his friends and they laughed from my feelings. After all that he called me " To give hes answer" According o all situation i already knew that it wount be positive. But i never expected that he will do something more ghoulish. After telling me that im freak and dumb and the most ugliest girl he ever saw and he wount ever even sit and shitting in one field with me and many other harmful things i decided to turn and go without listening to the end this flow of crap . I turned and this happened...
HE SPAT AT ME. literally.
I know how is that to spat at someones opinion or on someones problems. But I never expected that someone will be spatting at my back. That was so low and disgustingly . I event cant explain with words how cheap i felt myself at that moment. I was ready to start crying at that moment and place. My heart was broken and on its ashes immediately started o growing feeling of hate and aversion to that person. I could understand all that nasty words hat he told to me especially because of all those guys who he were surrounded but this his action i really couldnt understand . It werent placing in my brain.
So i held my tears in my eyes because i understood that this was that what he wanted. to break me and make cry when every one was watching.
At that day something broke in me. That Daisy-girl full of innocent dreams about reality decided to become strong and beautiful women so noone could told me that im jerk and crap. Not everything in my life happened at that plan, but i become confident person who doesnt cares about what would others say and rely only on myself.
and here is cute Valentine card to your beloved ones and have a nice day!
XOXO
Jane