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hmmm...what the fuck?

yeah...being home for thanksgiving is pretty overrated. its cool to see the fams, but all the build-up to a 30 minute meal is pretty dumb. anywho, im off to do something else.

oh wait...i forgot to obsess over Sally! te amo mucho loquita!!!

well...it looks like im going to live. i guess i should be happy, but if they found something wrong i could have been getting paid with free medical insurance for life. for life! oh well...now i will live long enough to file for bankrupcy.

my leg hurts.

im back in the states and im paying $4 for two hours of internet use at Barnes & Noble. its a great price considering it only took me 10 minutes to check everything that i needed to check. awesome. i think i need to find a place that has free internet access.

ive been up since five, so i think im going to find my...
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im finally leaving...and the only thing im going to miss isnt even in this country. te amo diana.

today is the first time i ever heard the person i care the most about in this world cry. it cut me like a knife. it leaves you feeling empty inside when you cant help be with or help the people you love when you want to. i dont to feel that way again anytime soon. no thanks.

and i got something for that motherfucker...
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oh what the fuck?!? how come people around the embassy are blaming me for not being able to leave for the states and that i am "refusing treatment"? its not my fault people cant find a nurse and book a flight in ten fucking days...and i damn sure never said that i didnt want to be teated (although it is my right to do so)....
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i have a feeling that when i actually make it back to north carolina...ill be getting in trouble for having heart problems. only in the army can you get in trouble for be sick/hurt/dead.

yeah, its tuesday and im not outta here. i dont know when the fuck im getting outta here. i just wanna know...is that so wrong?

im outta here on tuesday...i think. who the fuck knows with the army. how we have the best army in the world is fuckign beyond me. maybe its just because we have the biggest defense budget. and lemme tell you...it sure as shit doesnt go towards bigger salary for the soldiers.

in ten days ill be on my way back to the states. normally i would be upset by this because i hate north carolina and i am going to be $2700 lighter in the wallet...but im just so sick of this place and the fact that there is an outside chance that there could be something wrong with my heart, that i dont really care...
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