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Relationship is pretty much cut, text my bf today and told him it was most definately not working and i cannot go on like this, being unhappy etc. Now hes unemployed and in debt and i am expected to pay for everything..i only work part time, its not happening..but i do feel bad, i have lived with him all year and not paid rent or anything, but its not my fault or my problem that he is unemployed...its not hard to go and look for a fucking job. I still feel selfish. I spent most of my pay today on groceries for him, and now im back home..with no dinero...and he has a fridge full of food...Sigh..