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Gr this week is just as bad as last week, my boyfriend has fucked me off beyond belief and im back at my parents place for a bit. I think its time to really consider where this 'relationship' is heading.

Edit: just got a call telling me i got a job i had an interview for just yesterday, personal training at a womans only gym, yeehaw...this is definately going to rock my cunt....even if i do have a few 6am starts..

Edit # 2 : So i woke at 6am to use the bathroom and i felt a wee bit wobbly on the old feet and soon i was in full scale panic attack mode. I havent had an attack for a long time, it scared the shit out of me, so i went and got my mommy and she sorted me out, made me a relaxing herbal tea and hugged me..it lasted a good 20 minutes, i must be more stressed than i first thought. I am Okay now though kiddos..