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So ive been on this site for like a day, and im in love, is that sad?
theres just so many ridiculously beautiful people on here!

I think its time i gave out a little bit more about my photoset, name etc.
So as ive mentioned i have suffered rom anorexia nervosa, just for over 3 years now, i spent 6 months practically locked in hospital 2 years back. it was shit. i nearly died. 3 times. once about 3 nights before i was admitted, next time i nearly slipped into a coma, that i was told there would be no going back (hypo-glacaemic) and another time when the hospital overdosed me on medication and sent my bp through the ground and my heart pretty much stopped.
im lucky to be alive.
blessed in fact.

the past 3 years i have spent most of my time starving myself, cutting myself, torturing myself, not knowing who i really am. then i come across this site, women, of all shapes and sizes, content, beautiful,...and well naked...naked on the internet.
i guess you can say it inspired me in some way...to search inside of me to find out really who the fuck i was,to stop worrying about what other think of what i do, what i think, what i believe in.

this is just a tip of the iceberg, i dont want to send no cunt to sleep, im not writing this because i want sympathy, or because i want people to feel sorry for me, i just want to show other out there, that there is a light, and however dark your life maybe, there will always be a little light shining, its getting to the light thats the problem.

Right now i feel fat, unhappy with myself, so i thought maybe writing might help, hopefully im got going to get negative feedback for being honest, but this is the internet, and i know some people just simply dont get it.

so folks, dont get it twisted...and if you do, well you can go eat a cake of chocolate.