Such is life:
Sitting up way later than I should be. I have to work tomorrow.
I thought you would have been here by now. We made all these plans. Dreamed dreams.
Listening to you sleep never got old. I would close my eyes and in that moment, I was there lying next to you.
I never got to hold you in my arms, feel your hair in my face. Though that doesn't make the pain of a broken heart any easier to deal with.

You'll never see this, but you had my heart like no other I have ever known. It sucks and it hurts, but I wish you well and I hope that whatever you may be going through passes soon. In spite of all the bs that happened, I still think you're an awesome person underneath the mask you try to hide behind.

You will always have a place in my heart.