i feel like a complete failure. once, just once, i wish things could turn out ok. it seems like everything i try to do just falls apart. why am i like this? what the hell did i do in some past life to deserve this one? i guess i really pissed somebody off because this sucks. i can't handle it. i don't know what to do with it. i'm not too sure if i really want it anymore.
i feel so tired all the time. i've been depressed for i don't know how long and now this on top of it. i can't afford where i am. i can't afford to leave. i'm probably going to lose my job because right now, i can't function.
the bravery- believe
The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do have time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for [x2]
There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins
The drinking never stops because the drink absolves our sins
We sit and throw our roots into the floor
What are we waiting for [x2]
[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground
It swells into the air
With the rising
Rising sound
And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
What are we waiting for [x2]
[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breath
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I've become
What am I waiting for
Its already done
Ohhhhhhh
[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breath
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
I hope things get better!