I'm tired
sshhhhhhhh
I read for hours today, and walked in the park slowly. got rained on. drank coffee and listened to music.
I have not smoked for days, I am very pleased with myself. But my chest is sore, as if I smoked two packs last night. Healing.
Secret, exotic, uncharted territories are blooming in my head and my heart.
My dreams sway my waking moments. My heart pounds, and the days are delicate, strange, breathless. I have to fight fear. I want to never fear. It breeds terrible things.
When am I being weak,
what am I doing wrong,
how can I change, and not hurt you?
I hope that I never give myself up again, never cut off another lock of hair, or reconsider what I KNOW because someone I love thinks differently.
i NEED SOMEWHER TO SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a parking lot maybe?
underwater
swimming
in the
ocean
sshhhhhhhh
I read for hours today, and walked in the park slowly. got rained on. drank coffee and listened to music.
I have not smoked for days, I am very pleased with myself. But my chest is sore, as if I smoked two packs last night. Healing.
Secret, exotic, uncharted territories are blooming in my head and my heart.
My dreams sway my waking moments. My heart pounds, and the days are delicate, strange, breathless. I have to fight fear. I want to never fear. It breeds terrible things.
When am I being weak,
what am I doing wrong,
how can I change, and not hurt you?
I hope that I never give myself up again, never cut off another lock of hair, or reconsider what I KNOW because someone I love thinks differently.
i NEED SOMEWHER TO SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a parking lot maybe?
underwater
swimming
in the
ocean
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and in my car
it is extremely gratifying