Wednesday Nov 13, 2002

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Yes I am moving, I get the keys tommorow.
I should be very happy. I look forward to it.
My horrible boss is being replaced too, yay!
And my beautiful boyfriend is being crabby.
We are both being assholes.
Maybe it's over. Maybe not. I don't hope either way.
I'm just gonna move.
I will paint the walls blue. fuck the non refundable deposit! And I will paint the kitchen a deep red with gold trim, like my old house. Maybe I will paint the bathroom a mint or lime green. . .
Maybe I will get a Beta, or a cat, or just more plants.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
I will get up early in the grey mornings and listen to NPR. I'll silkscreen shirts, I'll cook, I'll paint.
I will be something other than irritable, angry, confused and lonely.
Amen.
Thanks you guys, for your comments.
Affectionately Juniperous
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boxterjulep:
ooh, i was thinking a string of black cats, but those snappaz will do the trick. i hate when little kids throw those at me. worse than little gnats, the kids that is. They hate me, but that's because they know i hate them. Buzz off squirmy pests!

um, the ex-boyfriend and the sucking cock. was he boasting about it as if it would make you jealous. BiZAH.
thegrandvomica:
I also often find myself screwed by the 'unworthy response' disease when I want to respond to something I enjoyed. I like to think it's a problem caused by an overactive mind. I'm too tired to look up 'Florakleptonomy.' Is that something like stealing flowers and preserving them?

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