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i feel like i have a cheerleading squad bouncing around in my head, and they are all wearing bright yellow and red, screaming and taunting.
i am too tired to capitalize
i'm cold and sweaty, hot and dizzy
i need my teddy bear
i have such bad dreams when i am sick, aliens treating me like a gimpy guinea pig. endless dank holes that i fall into, cheating boyfriends, dead relatives, mischievious moody gravity.
some of them are recurring. the one where i am traveling the desert cliffs, with a troop of men and horses, we go into a cave, and their bodies all start to decay rapidly, then i am all alone to wonder what it is that is killing them.
uuuuuuuuuuuuugh time to take pills