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Haven't been here for ages.
I've grown; older, quieter, wilder
I don't care as much
and yet I do.
That you are distant
hazy, who are you

I walk this way
and you that

There are these amazing
vivid
fucked up
beautiful people over here
They are me

My neck out
my veins straining under the pressure
it is so
hard
the colors are blurring......
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romance:
Dropping into to say hello. It's been forever, but I haven't forgotten you.
priapos:
I do appreciate a poem post.biggrin
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"Body of a Woman"
By Pablo Neruda

Body of a woman, white hills, white thighs,
you look like a world, lying in surrender.
My rough peasant's body digs in you
and makes the son leap from the depth of the earth.
I was alone like a tunnel. The birds fled from me,
and night swamped me with its crushing invasion.
To survive myself I forged...
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priapos:
You write some marvelous entries, and I feel sure I'd enjoy your participation in the Occult group (where I saw your name). I hope this serves as an adequate reply to your post.

from "She Lives"
by 13th Floor Elevators

Her love whips hard like wind and stands in eager pain.
She wins your thoughts and drives your inner planes.
She clears and shares a love that never strains.
She lives in a time of her own.
You have always heard her speaking,
she's always been in your ear.
Her voice sounds a tone within you,
listen to the words you hear.
Her time has no past or future,
she lives everything she sees.
Her time doesn't spin outside here,
it's in every breath she breathes.
She lives in a time of her own.
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Tonight I was hungry but I didn't feel like cooking. I saw a can of chickpeas in the cupboard and thought to make hummus. . . I assumed it would be easy, but I didn't think it would be quite so fun and tasty!
I made the best hummus I can remember having. It is soooo good. I highly recommend this improv recipe I culled...
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rose_red:
i adore hummus! my recipe is almost exactly like yours, down to the mortar and pestle, but i add a dash of paprika. i was just reading your comments about healthy eating in the "kitchen" group, and you eat just like i do! i swear, i'm one of 7 people in michigan who doesn't drink soda.
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Haven't been on the site for ages. . .
I've been reading this book published in 1976, Illusion and Disillusion: The Self in Love and Marriage.
Looks to be a school book, as they have a recap at the end of the chapters and questions that could be for homework. . .
It's really interesting.
One of the points made deals with Romanticism, and Victorianism....
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Happy birthday to me
I'm going to eat sushi
go to Pix Patisserie
and
hang out with Melanie
and
Brittany
and Stephenie!
maibey:
Happy Birthday to you!
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Man I've cried tablespoons in the last hour.
Cups in the last few days.
Pints this week.
What the hell is wrong with me. . . ?
I know I'm not pregnant.
I must need to bake a chocolate cake, have 7 orgasms, sniff violets, write a letter to my mom, dance like it's a new thing, and dye my hair. If that doesn't work,...
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llona:
i've been crying a lot lately, too. i don't know why. everything makes me burst into tears.

but all of those suggestions sound lovely.

chris_sick:
For a small fee my organization can provide all those things.

And we sub-contract to numerous paid professional suicide note writers.
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I love this song that Caetano Veloso performs in Talk To Her by Pedro Almodovar

Dicen que por las noches no ms se le iba en puro llorar.
Dicen que no coma, no ms se le iba en puro tomar.
Juran que el mismo cielo se estremeca al or su llanto.
Cmo sufra por ella, que hasta en su muerte la fue llamando!

Ay, ay,...
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My Auntie sent this to me today. It's funny.

The Washington Post's Mensa Invitational asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition. Here are the winners:

1. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with.

2. Reintarnation: Coming back...
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incompetent:
haha i really like "sarchasm."

i work at a shop called scapegoat, on 42nd and division. this summer i worked at a shop on 82nd called raven ink, though. i don't know if that helps. where do YOU work?
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Ugh!
I was on the news today. . . meaningless bit about business being poor because of the weather. . .
I looked weird! My eyes were shifty, I was nervous, I was looking down, so my forehead looked huge, dark circles under my eyes, hair looked like crap, granted I wasn't wearing a spot of makeup. I didn't tell anyone it would be on,...
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zoomusikgrl:
yeah, emphasis on almost! don't be an actor, for the love of god. wink
ever listen to yr own voice on tape? wieeeeerd!
morphisto:
yeah, the camera can be brutal on the forehead. like those photos i did with roger, i felt like I came off looking about 45% forehead. alot of them i did have my head angled forward though.

your voice is wierd on tape, especially when i pitch it down and make you sound like a man. robot
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Today I went to Powell's with Morphisto
I bought A Cook's Tour by Anthony Bourdain,
A Wild Sheep Chase by Haruki Murakami,
and a book about color for artists. . .
Time to make some sweet potato something or other and READ for hours!
Bye bye!

ps
Oh man!
I'm listening to Fresh Air with Terry Gross on NPR. She's interviewing this Frank Luntz guy....
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