I'm trying so hard to focus on my own happiness instead of those around me, not worrying what everyone else has and what I don't. Not thinking of how everyone else does things, just doing what feels right for me. Living any other way basically sabotages any kind of happiness you may have.
LA is a noisy city, and its easy to get caught up. I don't want to get wrapped up in what everyone else is doing, I want to get wrapped up in all of the things I have planned for myself, focusing on my own relationships, and becoming engulfed in my own love story, not everyone else's. I'm afraid if I get wrapped up in the lives of everyone else, my own will just pass me by.
It's easy to feel defeated and look at what everyone else has/is doing, and you're not. Everything gets so jumbled and lost in communication when in reality it could be quite easy. By looking at what YOU have, want, and would like to accomplish, all the outside noise just drifts away, until all you can hear is the sound of your own drum.
xxx,
Jimi Sin