yay another productive day!
today i made a revision timetable (purely to put off actually doing revision...) it starts tomorrow and ends on thursday 12th june, the day of my last exam. and in all that time i have only 1 day off... (yeah im totally gonna stick to this
)
i have to get all my art done before i start tho, my deadlines friday but im going home thursday so it has to be done by then really. big big big big big big stress
i have to make 3 6ft by 4ft canvases n paint on them, in 3 days... stress
maybe if i spent less time here id be doin a whole lot better at uni.... or not whatever.
im gonna tell you about my not very secret crush now, are you sitting comfortably?
i had a huge huge crush on this guy who worked in this bar for like 3 monts or something. then, one day, i was going to a pub with my friends, and he turned up n it turned out that he knew one of my friends. so at this time i was all
and also at the fact that i was so very very close to a boy id been idolising for months. anyway that night we kinda got together yay for me! and decided we wanted to see eachother again so made plans for the next night. stupid me tho, after i finished work in the day i felt totally knackered so told him i couldnt go. so we arrange something for the night after that. we went to the pub and then to this club n then back to his place to smoke some weed n stuff 
we saw each other a couple more times and then i had to go back to uni (which is like 300 miles away) so i havent seen him since, but he seemed pretty gutted that i was going away. however this could all be lies as i have discovered that boys are prone to lying (the ones i date are anyway) so im going home on thursday n thought id ring him n let him know so we could hook up again. but he didnt answer his phone. so i rang again the next day n still no answer.
now im not one to be paranoid, but is he avoiding me? it was his mobile so he will have known it was me. i figure ill give him one last go, n ring him on tuesday n if he doesnt answer then forget about him. (which wont be easy cos i really really really really really really like him)
whats a girl to do? any suggestions?
today i made a revision timetable (purely to put off actually doing revision...) it starts tomorrow and ends on thursday 12th june, the day of my last exam. and in all that time i have only 1 day off... (yeah im totally gonna stick to this
)
i have to get all my art done before i start tho, my deadlines friday but im going home thursday so it has to be done by then really. big big big big big big stress
i have to make 3 6ft by 4ft canvases n paint on them, in 3 days... stress
maybe if i spent less time here id be doin a whole lot better at uni.... or not whatever.
im gonna tell you about my not very secret crush now, are you sitting comfortably?
i had a huge huge crush on this guy who worked in this bar for like 3 monts or something. then, one day, i was going to a pub with my friends, and he turned up n it turned out that he knew one of my friends. so at this time i was all
and also at the fact that i was so very very close to a boy id been idolising for months. anyway that night we kinda got together yay for me! and decided we wanted to see eachother again so made plans for the next night. stupid me tho, after i finished work in the day i felt totally knackered so told him i couldnt go. so we arrange something for the night after that. we went to the pub and then to this club n then back to his place to smoke some weed n stuff
we saw each other a couple more times and then i had to go back to uni (which is like 300 miles away) so i havent seen him since, but he seemed pretty gutted that i was going away. however this could all be lies as i have discovered that boys are prone to lying (the ones i date are anyway) so im going home on thursday n thought id ring him n let him know so we could hook up again. but he didnt answer his phone. so i rang again the next day n still no answer.
now im not one to be paranoid, but is he avoiding me? it was his mobile so he will have known it was me. i figure ill give him one last go, n ring him on tuesday n if he doesnt answer then forget about him. (which wont be easy cos i really really really really really really like him)
whats a girl to do? any suggestions?
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know what I'm saying? Hey, and at least you got some action with a cute boy. damn now all we need is some cute girl action for me.......
Just smoke some more weed, it'll all work out after that.