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when a friend found out my SG name she said, "ester....that's an old lady name"

i know. i am sure some of you are thinking of your grandma or maybe a great aunt?

but i took it from one of my all time favorite books. a book that makes me feel less alone and close to normal.

it is by sylvia plath, called "the bell jar".

"The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence."