of course you did. of course you fucking went out and drank and you dont even fucking car how i feel. how hurt i am and how hard im trying not to cry in front of you because all you would say is that im being a fucking idiot and that i cry over eveything. i cry all the time because i constantly feel hurt by you. you dont even try and hide it. you fucking flaunt your mike's hard lemonade caps in front of my face and laugh because you know it breaks my heart in a million places. i dont know if i can take this. its hurts so much and you just dont care. why cant you just hug me and tell me you love me and that i am more important.
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